Farieda Kim
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I love all Kpop group but the mostly is Super Junior and also Ukiss ^^
Love all their song and also their member..Hehehe =)
I'm so in love with Lee Hyukjae and Yeo Hoonmin a lot !
Btw, I'm created this blog just because I want to share my favourites in Kpop world or maybe something else than Kpop..
And if you can see I'm very addicted with it..jinjja !
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Enjoy, okay ?

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Last Part ]



listen to this... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UiLyjVpYTbk&feature=relmfu

We silent for a while...



Eun Hyuk : How about you  ?
Kim : Me ? I'm just fine...just...
Eun Hyuk : Just what ?

" Just I really miss you so much....that's all ! "

Kim : Just that I miss to stay here in Korea....It's already been a year...
Eun Hyuk : But you no different...still the same Kim that I knew..
Kim : You too...


After we arrived at the hotel...Eun Hyuk park his car..and we go inside the hotel together..

Kim ; Thanks for the ride...
Eun Hyuk : You are most welcome...

When I walk away going to the lift..Eun Hyuk call me...

Eun Hyuk : Kim ah, jamkanman !
Kim : Ye ? what is it ?
Eun Hyuk : Si Young...she have a a letter to give you...she gave me this before she's going to New York..
Kim : For me ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah, she said that if I meet you..I need to give this to you...
Kim : Thank you....
Eun Hyuk : Ne....

I go upstairs to my room...I didn't open the letter since I already exhausted and take a rest...laying on the bed...and I sleep without I notice it...

At 9 : 00 pm, I woke up and take a bath before going to have a dinner in the cafe...
After I get ready, I suddenly remembered Si Young's letter that Eun Hyuk gave me before...

I take it out from my bag and read it...

Dear Kim,


How are you ? I know you will never forget me, right ? Well, I have something to tell you...Btw, when you read this letter, I will never be here in Korea since I've got a job at New York..I know you already knew about it because Eun Hyuk told you, right ? Kim ah, I'm so sorry ~ because of me..you and Eun Hyuk can't be together...Maybe you feel weird right now how did I know about you and Eun Hyuk...it's because I knew since I saw you and Eun Hyuk together at the bookstore..and I make Ye Sung told me about you guys...

~~~Flashback~~~



Ye Sung going to the cafe and met Si Young that already sit on the corner..alone..

Si Young : Ye Sung ah, here !
Ye Sung : Where's Kim ?
Si Young : Still at home since her class is on 2pm...
Ye Sung : Ah, really ? envy her...
Si Young : I know right..but...where's Eun Hyuk ?
Ye Sung : At the library...I don't what happen to him because suddenly he doesn't have a mood...weird !
Si Young : Really ?
Ye Sung : Did they....
Si Young :They ? what ?
Ye Sung : Aniyaaa...just forget about it...okay ? should we eat something ?
Si Young : Good idea !

After they buy their food..

Si Young : Ye Sung ah, can I ask you something ?
Ye Sung : What is it ?
Si Young : But you need to promise me that you will never lie to me...
Ye Sung ; Ne ?
Si Young : Did you know something that I don't know ?
Ye Sung : Huh ? like what ?
Si Young : Please Ye Sung ah....tell me...
Ye Sung : About what ? I don't anything that you talk about...
Si Young : It's about Kim and Eun Hyuk...did they have a special relationship ?
Ye Sung : Well...urmmm....
Si Young : They have...am I right ?
Ye Sung : Yeah...they are couple...but...
Si Young : But what ?
Ye Sung : When Kim saw you crying before this..and you said that you loves Eun Hyuk...she already make a decision to let him go...to you...
Si Young : Mwo ? just for me..
Ye Sung : Yeah ~ because she said that you are her best friend..and need to sacrifice for you...

~~~End flashback~~~



I try to make you guys be together again..but you guys try to avoid to meet each other...times when I told you that I have a date with Eun Hyuk, bring Eun Hyuk to meet my dad...it's nothing...I know you saw me met Eun Hyuk at the Han River..that was the last time I met Eun Hyuk..until then...we never meet each other...I'm sorry, Kim...I don't want you to sacrifice your loves to Eun Hyuk because of me...Even you gave Eun Hyuk to me..I know that he will never be happy if you are not be with him..Just for me, Kim..please accept Eun Hyuk back..I know he is waiting for you...to embrace, and say that you love and miss him...Don't worry about me..I will find someone someday...you know that I already learnt how to be pervert like you...hihihi..


Your beloved best friend,
Si Young......

Kim : Si Young ah....* cry so hard * mianhae....

Then, I decide to find Eun Hyuk...I go to the receptionist and ask them what is Eun Hyuk's room...
When I go to his room...ring his the door bell..but no answer...

" Where is he ? Did he already going back to Seoul ? But...I need to meet him... "

Suddenly I remembered the place that we used to hang out together for the first time we were together...
I'm going to the beach and search for him and then I find him standing towards the beach...alone...
I go at him and stand beside him...



Eun Hyuk : Kim ssi...I really miss you a lot !
Kim : ........... * stare at him and speechless *

My tears already fall that time...

Kim : Saranghae, Eun Hyuk ssi....* hold Eun Hyuk's hand *

" I really miss this person a lot...and this is my second chance to be with him..I will never let him go..again "

I kiss him on the lips and hug himg tightly....

Kim : I will never let you go...you are mine forever !
Eun Hyuk : Are you sure ?
Kim : Yeah....please Eun Hyuk ssi, you will never let me go like I did to you before, right ?
Eun Hyuk : No..I will never do that...that's gonna be a big mistakes and I will never forgive myself...
Kim : I love you, Eun Hyuk ssi...
Eun Hyuk : I love you too.....

We hug each other that night and spend our time together at the beach...it's been so long since we already broke up because of the mistakes that I made..thanks to Ye Sung and Si Young that give us a chance to be together again...I will never forget about what did she sacrifice for us..for me and Eun Hyuk...

- THE END -

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Friday, July 27, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Part Nineteen ]


listen to this... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rSwnNf0yqg 


Si Young in the apartment...

" How did I know ? I know about you and Kim when I saw you guys met at the bookstore...but you guys trying to avoid it when I came...I know you guys trying to makes me happy after what had happened to me..Kim ah, you should told me...don't sacrifice yourself just for me...even I'm your best friend..."


~~~Flashback ~~~

Eun Hyuk : Can you let go of my arm ?
Si Young : Shirro ! I want to be like this for a while...Kim ah, is it wrong ?
Kim : Huh ? ani...not at all !

~~~End Flashback~~~

" I know when I hold Eun Hyuk's arm...you feels hurt..but you try to make like there is nothing happen "



" Eun Hyuk ah, you should told me before this that you loves Kim.."


Eun Hyuk already arrived at the airport and start searching for me..he going to the receptionist and ask for the Korea to Malaysia departure...when the receptionist told him..he run as fast as he can...but it's already too late..since the flight already departure 5 minutes ago...


Eun Hyuk : Kim aahhh.... * crying * Please don't go !!!


One year later....

I decide to go to Jeju Island to visit my dongsaeng, Su Jong with her baby...

When I already arrived at Jeju..I take a cab and going to the hotel and drop my luggage and going straight to their house...can wait to meet Su Jong's baby....

Kim : Annyeong ...
Lee Teuk : Kim ssi...what a surprise ...
Kim : I already promised to Su Jong that I will come and visit her and the baby...
Lee Teuk : Ne ? how about me ??
Kim : You also..hihihih...where is she ?
Lee Teuk : In the room...take a rest with the baby...
Kim : Aaaah, did I disturb ?
Lee Teuk : Aniyaaa...she will loves seeing you here..since my friend also come from Seoul this morning..
Kim : Your friend ?
Lee Teuk : Yeah...

Me and Lee Teuk going to the room where Su Jong is...



Kim : Su Jong ah, annyeong !!
Su Jong : Eonni....
Kim : Hihihi..miss me ?
Su Jong : Of course I miss you...why you didn't told me that you will come ?
Kim : Surprise !
Lee Teuk : Btw Kim..this is my friend...Kyuhyun and his wife, Yura...
Kim : Annyeong haseyo...
Lee Teuk : Kyuhyun ah, this is Su Jong's beloved eonni, Kim...
Kyu Hyun & Yu Ra : Annyeong haseyo, Kim..nice to meet you..
Kim : Nice to meet you too...

Yu Ra : Su Jong ah, can I try to hold the baby ?
Su Jong : Sure..why not ?
Kim : Omo ~ your baby..so cute !
Lee Teuk : Like me, right ?
Kyu Hyun : Ye ?? not same at all !!
Lee Teuk : Mwoyaaa ?
Yu Ra ; Hahaha..she really looks like you, Lee Teuk ah...
Su Jong : When will your time to have a baby ?
Yu Ra : Ye ??
Kyu Hyun : I don't want to answer that question..
Yu Ra : * Speechless *



Suddenly the door bell ringing again...

Lee Teuk : Yaaa..someone is coming...I should open the door...

While me, Su Jong and Yura watching the baby sleep on Yura's arm...

Kim : Omo ~ she looks so cute...what his name, Su Jong ah ?
Su Jong : Park Soo Min...
Kim : Soo Min ah, your aunty come from Malaysia just want to meet you...

Lee Teuk come with his friend...

Lee Teuk : Su Jong ah, it's Eun Hyuk...
Su Jong : Eun Hyuk oppa...it's been a while you didn't come here..
Eun Hyuk : Mian...I'm a bit busy...

I stare at him and he stare at me...

Su Jong : Kim eonni...looks who's coming...
Kim : Annyeong haseyo...
Eun Hyuk : Annyeong haseyo...
Lee Teuk : Yaaa...why you guys being so formal with each other ?
Kyu Hyun : Lee Teuk ah, this is the couple that you said before ?
Eun Hyuk & Kim : Ye ??
Yura : You guys really looks so cute together...
Lee Teuk : Am I right ?
Kyu Hyun : But why you guys so formal to each other..I thought...
Lee Teuk : They didn't meet each other for a long time..maybe that's why...

We didn't speak anything to each other after that..Lee Teuk is right...it's been a long time we didn't meet...



" Kim ah, you looks no different like before...still the same person that I'm in love with..."

Kyu Hyun and Yu Ra makes their moves..because they have something to do after that...but they will come again tomorrow..because Lee Teuk said that they will make a small party for us...

Kim : Su Jong ah, I think I makes my moves too...need to take some rest...
Su Jong : Ouh, really ? but you will come tomorrow right ?
Kim ; Of course I will...
Lee Teuk : Eun Hyuk ah, you should give Kim a ride...since you guys stay at the same hotel ?
Eun Hyuk : Ye ?
Su Jong : Is it something wrong Eun Hyuk oppa ?
Kim : Ani..gwenchana ! I'm okay with a cab...
Lee Teuk : No ! I want you to ride with Eun Hyuk, arasseo ? this is an order...
Eun Hyuk : Mwoyaaa ?
Kim : An order ? okay...just give me a ride, no problem with that, right Eun Hyuk ssi ?
Eun Hyuk : Well, yeah.. I don't have a problem with that...

Me and Eun Hyuk in the car...going back to our hotel...

Kim : How's Si Young ?
Eun Hyuk : She's at New York right now..got a job there..
Kim : Wow ~ great then...and how about you ?
Eun Hyuk : Well, I'm okay...but sometimes it's hurt...




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