Feelings ~

Last night I try to tell my brothers about the Korean classes tu..

Then. tetibe my sis in law came out with a brilliant idea and I love it =)

You know what ? dier cakap..

Kak Huda : Ape kate akak g korea tu then carik keje kat sane and
at the same time buleh blaja bahasa korea jugak..

And I think it's quite good though since I really love Korea..

But..how about tempat tinggal kat sane ? Takan nak tinggal kat tepi jalan kan ?

And then my second bro tell me that kite buleh try contact malaysian student yg study kt sane..

ask about homestay segala la kan ? Of course la mmg stiap tmpt akan ade homestay..

Yeahh !! That's great !!

Suddenly my sis in law cakap..

Kak Huda : Tapi nanti akak kat sane duduk sorang2 la kan ? Mane ade family sume..

Whatever it is.. I want that opportunity..

X kesah la about family or what ?  

Sebab kalau I stay with them pon but they treat me like a hollowman..

Everything that I tell or ask sume macam don't even care..

Nak kena dengar about their opinion je.

How about mine ? Do you cares about mine ?

Tade kan ? Not even once..

I want to continue my study pon macam susah sangat nak bagi..

Okay ! Not macam..but memang !

Yeahh ! I know I tak genius like others.. I'll get it.

That's why la susah nak bagi I sambung kan ?

You know what ? I can't stand it anymore..

Yes ! I'm sure I can't..

No one can understand my feelings right now..

Even my family or friends.. I don't know..

They always tell me to sabar, sabar and sabar !

Nahhh ! I dunno what to say anymore..

This trials is really big to me. Mianhae...

;'(

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