Hanya TUHAN saja yang TAHU ;'(

Ya Allah !

What should I do ? I can't take this anymore ;'(

Just take my life away, please ! Jebal !

I feel so sad right now. Ape salah I ?

Why you make me cry so badly ? Kenape mesti salah orang lain I pulak yang kene marah ?

I know that I'm not very perfect but please understand that I'm still learning.

Everything is about HER.

Her, her and her ! Why ?

Everything that I'm doing all day long is just a joking to you, huh ?

You know what I feel right now ?

Sad plus angry ! Marah sangat sangat :(

You are the poor manager that I know. Very poor. Ba Alif Ba Ya !

Manager yang memang pilih kasih ! Dah jelas terang dan nyata.

Tak payah nak suluh suluh dah.

Just bagitau je kat I yang ko tu tanak bagi I morning duty.

Just tell me ! Susah sangat ke ?

Kalau x pon just tell me suruh benti keje.

Aku pon x ingin la nak keje kat sane lame2.

Just macam no future at all !

Pahtu. ko nak bagi si MANGKUK tu keje dari morning sampai midnight pon aku x kesah lah !

Star 2 la star 3 lah segala. ade aku kesah ?

Dia tu star sampai 10 pun education still SPM lah !

Orang x pndang pon ko punye star tu.

Ko jangan la nak berlagak sangat. arasseo ?

Aku keje kat situ pon sebab terpaksa !

Don't worry. just count my few days work at KFC.

Just wait and see. I'm gonna quit !

Macam yang ko nak sangat !

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하느님만이 아는 !

Huh !

Pening kepala tau fikir macam2 masalah yang datang..

Urmm..

Sebenarnya bende ni cam private sikit..

X sesuai cerita kat sini..

Tapi..aku nak luahkan jugak kat sini..

But with hangul :)

Can arr ?

geugeoseun naege chunggyeog sosig..

jigeumeun je eommaga hangsang noteubugeul sayonghago sipeossneunji..

geunyeoneun hangsang geu meongcheongiwa chaeting.

geuligo uri eommaga geu namjaege geunyeoui nache sajineul bonaengeoya?

ottokhae oppa !

geu meongcheongiga uri eommaui insaengeul mangchyeosseo ..

geuneun simjieo geunyeoleul saranghaji anhneun ...

an ara? geuneun danji dangsingwa hamkke nolgo sipeo?

naega dangsini igeose daehae, heo uisighagehalyeomyeon eotteohgehaeyahanayo?

geuligo geu namja .. uli eommaga gage haejuseyo ..

geunyang naebidwo animyeon naega neol jugilgeoya,arasseo ?

Fuhhh !

Penat tau nak translate kan ke Hangul...

Even bende ni aku da luahkan..

But still aku x puas hati lagi..

huargghhh ! ottokhae oppa ?

Just bring me to Hanguk !

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Aha :)

Okay !

Hye everybody..

Skang ni internet kat umah still macam HARAMM..

Then, terpaksa la aku menumpang dok online kt Exclusive Fitness ni...

Lagipun ari ni aku ade dance class..

Skang da pukul berapa x nampak lagi batang hidung si Bayu..

Urmm..

maybe KL jam kot..

Nasib baek aku bawak laptop ni..

Dapat jugak online online ni kan ?

Membuang mase yang terluang and nasib baek jugak yang gym ni ade wireless...

Sebenarnya nak cite pasal tempat kerja..

Urmm..ntah la..

aku da macam 50-50 nak kerja kat situ..

Macam da boring sangat..

Tatau sebab ape..

Maybe banyak sebab kot..

cume aku tatau nak cakap satu2 ape sebab dier..

Aku x sabar nak smbung study..

Tapi bile pikir balik da sedap da aku pegang duet sndiri..

tapi cam aku nak gak cam kawan2 aku sume..

Nak belajar tinggi2 skit..

dapat sampai degree pon da okay tau !

:(

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Muscle Pain :(

Saket giler kaki ni..
hanye TUHAN yang tahu..
Urmm..
This is the story begin..
Camni, hari jumaat hari tu kan ade dance class..
For sure la kena menari kan ?
Then before start menari tu..
Kaki aku ni tade la rase saket or ape pon..
But, after the class start..
We perform Waka Waka bcause tu kira like our warm up before the class started..
After that, Bayu pulak sruh kitorang reka step sendiri..
With process yang Bayu tunjuk..
Me and my sis buat la ape yang Bayu suruh..
Pastu, macam2 la rekaan yang kitorang buat sume..
Dalam banyak2 tarian yang paling best rase nye group kitorang...
Ceiittt ! perasan sudah !
Then, we continues with Dikir Barat yang tergantung hari tu..
But, Bayu ajar yang same je sebab ramai orang baru yg masuk dance class ni..
( Popular bah Bayu )
After the class end, kaki aku yang sblah kanan ni rase saket sangat..
Nak kate salah menari td..but kitorg just Dikir Barat je..
and Waka Waka pon da selalu buat..
At the end, kaki aku ni saket smpi sekarang..
Aigoo... nak buat macam mane ni..
Esok ade dance class lg..
Haishh !
I hope esok kaki ni da sembuh..
Because I don't want to miss my dance classes..
:(

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Wae ?

Jigeum dangsineun naega eolmana hwaga ara ?

Dae..

Naega dangsine daehae malhaneungeoya...
Nan jeongmal dangsinege hwaga na !
Je eomma, geulaeseo dasineun yeonlaghaji maseyo jebal..
Arraseo ?

Dangsineun uliui duege neomu hwaga wae?
Uligai jeon amugeosdo jalmoshan ge eobseo ..

Geu ttaemune geugeoseun uriwa hamkke dangsineul hwanage mandeul geongayo ?

Jebal !

Ulido geuleul johahaji anha ..

Nan geuleul gwihaui mesijileul ilgeul ttae ..

Geuligo, geuga jinsimeuro dangsineul saranghaji algo ..

Ttohan simjieo geuneun chinguro chugahaji anhseubnida ..

Geuneun jinsimeuro dangsineul algo sipdamyeon ...

Geuleom geuga dangsineul chugahaeyahago ,
Geugeoseun gwaenchanheulgeoya !!

Geuligo hangaji deo ..

Nangmanjeogin munjaleul sayonghaji masibsio ?

Geugeoseun jeongmal yeoggyeobda eotteon sarameun
dangsincheoreom naie jjajeungnaneunde ..

Nae maleun dangsineul sangcheomyeon mian haeyo ...
Hajiman naui jinjeonghan neukkimiya ..

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Aigoo ~~

Haishh...

Ingat tadi nak balik sesame kan ?

Rupe2 nye Mr.VIU kena extend kerja pulak..

Kalau tau awal2 mesti aku x punch kad..

ekeke :)

Just kidding..

Sekarang ni..saya da tade sangat perasaan sayang and suka kat dia macam dulu..

Sebelum ni x buleh kalau x tengok muka dia..

It's great la kan ?

because he already have someone special..

Why should I disturb him..

It's not good for my health..

Kan da demam sekarang ni ??

Sape nak tanggung ?

Aiyokkk !!

To his girlfriend : Please take care of my boyfriend :D

Jage dia elok elok tau !

Jangan buat dia marah or sedih..

Just make him happy all the times..

Arasseo ?

* Kompom arasseo tu dia x paham*

Ekekek :)

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Teruja :)

Sangat teruja okay bila ANGAH call td..

sebab angah cakap dia da betul kan lappy aku yang warna hijau :)

Saya suka, suka dan suka sangat !!!

Heheheh :D

Kann ? saya ni teruja gilak kan ?

Hahaha !

Biar lah..

da lama kot aku tunggu lappy tu..

sangat la rindu...

Urmmm *thinking*
maybe korang semua terfikir kan lappy yang mane ?

setahu korang lappy aku yang pusaka tu..

ekekek :D

JANGAN GELAK KAN !!

nanti papa saya marah..

*just joking*

Kadang2 aku pon marah jugak dengan lappy tu..

sebab dia suka buat hal..

hobi dia suka sangat padam sendiri..

entah apa kes ntah !

geram I tau ??

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U hurts ME, Mr.VIU =(

It Hurts by 2NE1

Btw, its my favorite song right now..
Still listening to it =(
Because right now my ♥ hurts so much...
when I found out that my Mr.VIU already have someone special..
Today, I try to avoid him..
I mean I don't want to talk with him, laugh with him or what so ever :(
But I can't..
What should I do ?
Please bloggie, can U help me ?
Just make me love someone else !

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So sad :(

Bloggie !
I'm so sad last night..
and even today also...
You know what ?
Sume kawan aku skang smbung study..
And I also want to continue my study..
I told my mom about this..
and jawapan dier sangat menyakitkan hati and menyedihkan aku..
mane tak nye..
ingat kan dier balas laen tau !
rase nye x terlintas kat pikiran aku yang mak aku akan cakap cmtu...
;(
aku pon tatau nak tulis camne...
Everytime I remember her words..
YES !
my tears falling down..
again, again and again...
Even I look at my Convocation Robe...
My tears also falling down..
Dear papa,
You know what ?
I wish that you were here right now..
I want to tell you everything about my happy time about this Convocation...
sebab mama cam x suke je akak konvo..
siap cakap time akak konvo nanti..
x masuk tengok akak amek scroll pon tape..
akak tau pa akak x pandai macam abang, angah and adik,..
tp asal kan akak da abes study n tade langsung repeat...
akak tau sebab akak smbung blaja ari tu..
duet mama abes cepat..
tu sebab mama kalau buleh tanak akak abeskan duet mama lagi...
tape la pa...
akak paham..
akak ni x pandai...
;'(

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Hey !

Hey you !
Suke hati aku la kan nak tulis ape kat blog ni..
this blog is belong to me :)
I already said that I just do what I want.
It's not what about people are saying and it's all ABOUT ME..
Don't you get it ?
It's all about me !
x salah kan kalau aku nak tulis ape yang aku rase nak tulis kat blog ni ?
If you all sume rase tanak bace..
then, get lost from this page..
kan senang cite, kan ??
Lantak ah aku nak tulis pasal admire ke ? korean ke ?

And for people that say aku ni berangan je..
Then what ?
Buat korang susah ke, huh ?
tade kannnn ????

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Everything !

As usual..
I'll tell anything to my lovely bloggie ;)

Hari ni keje morning lagi..
heheh :)
better than yesterday sbb x ramai sangat customer..
but NOT REALLY !
sbb budak night and midnight x refill satu ape pon :)
Should I do this alone ?
I have so many things to do before lunch !
Even they say that they already refill it..
but I don't believe it..
Sengal !
Nampak sangat sume nye kosong..
Takan la nak harapkan aku sorang je kot !
Please guys ! think about it !
You guys jugak cakap we should have a team work..
Where the hell it is ??
AND..
one more thing..
I do the right thing even though bende tu bukan keje aku..
but its okay kan kalau kite tolong..
x salah pon !
Sibuk nak suruh aku bukak counter..
Then, how about you ?
Masuk masuk je terus refill barang..
It should be my job lah..
because my shift already end !

And btw, just want you to know !
I already check my schedule for this week..
and YES !
For Saturday and Sunday i got morning shift again :)
So cool, right ?
Thanks to Sir Aman
;D

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Luahan Hati :D

First of all,
da lame nye aku x update blog ni..
I'm so sorry my bloggie,
aku sangat sangat tade mase..
Asek kene kerja je.
masuk pukul 12 or 2 then balik pukul 12 or 1 pagi..
camne ah nak dok lelame kat sini..
sekadar online facebook sejam camtu buleh la..
then pergi mandi and tido..
just repeat what happen..
macam tade something miracle yang happen pon..
sangat boring life skang ni..
kalau buleh nak macam dulu..
24 jam muke mengadap laptop..
sampai laptop pon boring tengok muke aku ni..
ekekek ;D jangan marah haa laptop ku !
walaupon mengadap laptop 24 jam..
tapi aku happy..
x macam skang ni..
dok keje mule mule kat sane pnye la best..
da lelame rupe rupe nye cam pundek je !
ape yang aku buat sume nye x betol..
orang laen yang salah, aku yang kene marah !
tension ko tau x ?
keje da la lame, balik lambat pe sume...
kene ah happy happy kan ?
ngan team member cam sial !
aiyoo amma ;)
aku x cakap kat sume orang yang macam tu..
cume sesetengah orang .
lagi lagi budak laki name zani tu..
ko nak ejek aku apesal ?
ko tu kalau ensem cam hyungjoon ke ?
eunhyuk ke ? minnie ke ? micky ke ?
tape ah nak ejek aku !
muke pon cam babi, x siap..
ade hati nak boikot boikot aku !
poooodaaaahhh !!!
pompuan bodo je yang suke kat ko tu..
mulut cam celaka !

Semenjak keje kat kfc ni, kan ?
aku asal balik umah je tension..
aku slalu story msalah aku kat kawan baek aku je..
kat ziera, kan ziera kan ?
ko la kawan baek aku dunia akhirat...
nak cite kat family pon..
cam nak tanak je diorg dengar...
bile aku cakap nak resign x bg...
tapi aku da x tahan sangat keje kat situ..
macam macam yang berlaku...
siap ade sekali tu aku pikir cam nak mati je..
nak bunuh diri !
tapi aku tau ! bende tu dosa besar..
aku tade la baek sangat pon..
tapi aku tanak la aku ade dosa besar then mati cmtu..
x sempat nak taubat pe sume..
nnt family aku mesti ah malu..
anak mati bunuh diri kan ?
aku still ingat orang laen..
but orang laen je yang x pernah nak ingat pasal aku...
setiap kali aku cite kesah ni..
mesti orang tu akan suh aku bersabar..
sabar, sabar, sabar dan sabar lagi..
aku nak sabar cam mane lagi ??
sebab aku sabar la aku jadi tension tau !
pas aku tension aku nanges..
sebab aku da tatau nak cakap ngan sape..
aku nak gaduh buleh je..
tapi aku malas ah kan ?
aishhh ! ntah la...
aku ingat2 nnt aku banyak duet aku nak je pegi terbang ke korea..
dok sane diam diam..
jumpe baby ke ? eun ke ? micky ke ? minnie ke ?
then ajak kawen..
pas da kawen..aku nak bawak diorang balik malaysia..
nak tunjuk kan kat budak2 sume..
aku besar macam mane pon still dapat laki ensem..
lebih ensem dari si zani tu..
padahal zani tu memang x ensem langsung..
pompuan terdesak je yang kapel ngan dier..
huh!

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