Hi everyone...
Today got back from work and sleep like a ' oink oink ' because I feel so damn tired !
Okay, jom kite cakap malay je lah for this post kan ? senang !
Even it's about my dearest atok..
Sebenarnye 2nd of June kitorang balik ke Johor sebab atok buat kenduri arwah...
So, ambil cuti awal awal and balik dengan seronok nya sebab da lame tak balik kampung...
Arwah atok gembira sangat masa tu bila semua anak cucu dia balik..heeeee !
Then, because of my brother tak boleh nak amek cuti sebab dia da nak berhenti kerja..
So, terpaksa balik sebelum kenduri malam tu...
So, this is the story...
Next week ahad pagi nye me and my mum tengah siap siap nak pergi Tesco..
Me nak pergi kerja then mama nak beli barang dapur sikit...After that macam pelik sebab mama dapat call from Mak Uda which is jarang sangat mama dapat call pagi pagi macam tu kan ?
Mak Uda : Salam..andak !
Me : Jap ye mak uda ~
Give the phone to my mum...and mase tengah pakai tudung tu, heard my mum nanges...
Okay ~ that time mase tu I da terbayang time my mum dapat tahu pasal my dad...
Keluar dari bilik and asked my mum , kenape nanges ?
Mama : Atokk !
Me : Kenape ngan atok ??
Mama : Atok tak boleh bangun !
Mase tu hanya tuhan je tahu about my feelings ~ but I can't do anything since you know lah kan tempat kerja I ni orang nye takan faham about others problem...
So, I terpakse jugak pergi kerja even my mum mase tu I tengok macam nak pengsan...
After sampai kat tempat kerja, tengah hari tu I called my sister and she said that mama da ikot one of my sepupu going back to Johor...
Esok nya, time kat office my sister called cakap abang nak balik johor...
So, kerja separuh hari and going back to Johor sebab heard that atok condition is really bad ~
Tak singgah or rehat mana mana terus je menuju ke Kluang Hospital...
But before that, abang ingat nak pergi makan dlu...da sampai kat one of kedai mamak...
Me and sister tengah order makanan and my brother try to call my mum...
Tetiba abang cancel kan order tu sebab mama kata atok da teruk takut tak sempat jumpa...
Okay ~ mase tu memang berdebar sangat..takut ~
Sampai je kat hospital and masuk dalam ward...tengok atok and yes ~
My tears falling like no one can't stop...no one ~ It's hurt me sebab baru je rasa tengok atok gelak gelak masa nak kenduri hari tu..Then suddenly saw her laying on the bed can't even move ~ sayu !
But that day, kena balik hari je...malam tu dalam pukul 9pm gerak balik...
Salam tangan atok and kissed her, then heard " Farieda, kerja ? "
Me : Akak tak kerja, tok..sebab akak nak tengok atok !
And also heard my brother said to my atok...
Abang : Atok, abang long balik dulu...Assalamualaikum !
Atok : Waalaikumsalam...
That was the last time I met, I hold, I heard and I kiss atok...
Because lepas tu, I called my mum asked about atok..macam mane sekarang semua kan ?
And dengar my mum cakap yang oksigen and everything yang melekat kt atok semua da tanggalkan..
Then, dengar pulak one day yang atok can't speak..
After a few week, time tu I tengah kerja malam sebab ade stock take kat Tesco...
As on of HR staff, kena la datang untuk support kan ? Second day malam tu, my brother call...
Abang : Ko kat mane ?
Me : Kat tempat kerja...kenape ?
Abang : Urmm..takde pe..kerja elok elok !
Me : Okay ~
Keesokkan hari nya..time tu da nak balik rumah after stock take...baru nak masuk kereta...my brother call lagi...
Abang : Ko kat mane ?
Me : Baru kuar dari office...nak balik rumah da..kenape ?
Abang : Ouh takde..balik la dlu..nanti abang call lagi..
Me : Okay ~
Lepas da sampai rumah, my sister asked me...
Adek : Akak..abang ade call ko semalam ?
Me : Ade..kenape ?
Adek : Dia ade bagitau ape ape tak ?
Me : Urmm..takde pape pon...ape dia ?
Adek : Atok da meninggal...
Okay ~ that time rasa memang sedih sangat..kaki menggigil and can't say any words to my sister...
Just laying on the sofa thinking about what did my sister said but I'm not crying anymore..
Sebab masa ziarah atok kat hospital tu...semua orang suruh I redha kan pemergian atok..
And yes ~ that time I da redha kan pemergian atok...I takmo atok rasa susah nak pergi sebab sume orang sedih tengok dia...
Heard from my cousin that atok kembali ke rahmatullah pada 10;45pm and telah selamat disemadikan pada pkul 2pm keesokkan hari nya...
You read ? Thank you very kamsa !
