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Love all their song and also their member..Hehehe =)
I'm so in love with Lee Hyukjae and Yeo Hoonmin a lot !
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And if you can see I'm very addicted with it..jinjja !
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Saturday, July 28, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Last Part ]



listen to this... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UiLyjVpYTbk&feature=relmfu

We silent for a while...



Eun Hyuk : How about you  ?
Kim : Me ? I'm just fine...just...
Eun Hyuk : Just what ?

" Just I really miss you so much....that's all ! "

Kim : Just that I miss to stay here in Korea....It's already been a year...
Eun Hyuk : But you no different...still the same Kim that I knew..
Kim : You too...


After we arrived at the hotel...Eun Hyuk park his car..and we go inside the hotel together..

Kim ; Thanks for the ride...
Eun Hyuk : You are most welcome...

When I walk away going to the lift..Eun Hyuk call me...

Eun Hyuk : Kim ah, jamkanman !
Kim : Ye ? what is it ?
Eun Hyuk : Si Young...she have a a letter to give you...she gave me this before she's going to New York..
Kim : For me ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah, she said that if I meet you..I need to give this to you...
Kim : Thank you....
Eun Hyuk : Ne....

I go upstairs to my room...I didn't open the letter since I already exhausted and take a rest...laying on the bed...and I sleep without I notice it...

At 9 : 00 pm, I woke up and take a bath before going to have a dinner in the cafe...
After I get ready, I suddenly remembered Si Young's letter that Eun Hyuk gave me before...

I take it out from my bag and read it...

Dear Kim,


How are you ? I know you will never forget me, right ? Well, I have something to tell you...Btw, when you read this letter, I will never be here in Korea since I've got a job at New York..I know you already knew about it because Eun Hyuk told you, right ? Kim ah, I'm so sorry ~ because of me..you and Eun Hyuk can't be together...Maybe you feel weird right now how did I know about you and Eun Hyuk...it's because I knew since I saw you and Eun Hyuk together at the bookstore..and I make Ye Sung told me about you guys...

~~~Flashback~~~



Ye Sung going to the cafe and met Si Young that already sit on the corner..alone..

Si Young : Ye Sung ah, here !
Ye Sung : Where's Kim ?
Si Young : Still at home since her class is on 2pm...
Ye Sung : Ah, really ? envy her...
Si Young : I know right..but...where's Eun Hyuk ?
Ye Sung : At the library...I don't what happen to him because suddenly he doesn't have a mood...weird !
Si Young : Really ?
Ye Sung : Did they....
Si Young :They ? what ?
Ye Sung : Aniyaaa...just forget about it...okay ? should we eat something ?
Si Young : Good idea !

After they buy their food..

Si Young : Ye Sung ah, can I ask you something ?
Ye Sung : What is it ?
Si Young : But you need to promise me that you will never lie to me...
Ye Sung ; Ne ?
Si Young : Did you know something that I don't know ?
Ye Sung : Huh ? like what ?
Si Young : Please Ye Sung ah....tell me...
Ye Sung : About what ? I don't anything that you talk about...
Si Young : It's about Kim and Eun Hyuk...did they have a special relationship ?
Ye Sung : Well...urmmm....
Si Young : They have...am I right ?
Ye Sung : Yeah...they are couple...but...
Si Young : But what ?
Ye Sung : When Kim saw you crying before this..and you said that you loves Eun Hyuk...she already make a decision to let him go...to you...
Si Young : Mwo ? just for me..
Ye Sung : Yeah ~ because she said that you are her best friend..and need to sacrifice for you...

~~~End flashback~~~



I try to make you guys be together again..but you guys try to avoid to meet each other...times when I told you that I have a date with Eun Hyuk, bring Eun Hyuk to meet my dad...it's nothing...I know you saw me met Eun Hyuk at the Han River..that was the last time I met Eun Hyuk..until then...we never meet each other...I'm sorry, Kim...I don't want you to sacrifice your loves to Eun Hyuk because of me...Even you gave Eun Hyuk to me..I know that he will never be happy if you are not be with him..Just for me, Kim..please accept Eun Hyuk back..I know he is waiting for you...to embrace, and say that you love and miss him...Don't worry about me..I will find someone someday...you know that I already learnt how to be pervert like you...hihihi..


Your beloved best friend,
Si Young......

Kim : Si Young ah....* cry so hard * mianhae....

Then, I decide to find Eun Hyuk...I go to the receptionist and ask them what is Eun Hyuk's room...
When I go to his room...ring his the door bell..but no answer...

" Where is he ? Did he already going back to Seoul ? But...I need to meet him... "

Suddenly I remembered the place that we used to hang out together for the first time we were together...
I'm going to the beach and search for him and then I find him standing towards the beach...alone...
I go at him and stand beside him...



Eun Hyuk : Kim ssi...I really miss you a lot !
Kim : ........... * stare at him and speechless *

My tears already fall that time...

Kim : Saranghae, Eun Hyuk ssi....* hold Eun Hyuk's hand *

" I really miss this person a lot...and this is my second chance to be with him..I will never let him go..again "

I kiss him on the lips and hug himg tightly....

Kim : I will never let you go...you are mine forever !
Eun Hyuk : Are you sure ?
Kim : Yeah....please Eun Hyuk ssi, you will never let me go like I did to you before, right ?
Eun Hyuk : No..I will never do that...that's gonna be a big mistakes and I will never forgive myself...
Kim : I love you, Eun Hyuk ssi...
Eun Hyuk : I love you too.....

We hug each other that night and spend our time together at the beach...it's been so long since we already broke up because of the mistakes that I made..thanks to Ye Sung and Si Young that give us a chance to be together again...I will never forget about what did she sacrifice for us..for me and Eun Hyuk...

- THE END -

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Friday, July 27, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Part Nineteen ]


listen to this... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rSwnNf0yqg 


Si Young in the apartment...

" How did I know ? I know about you and Kim when I saw you guys met at the bookstore...but you guys trying to avoid it when I came...I know you guys trying to makes me happy after what had happened to me..Kim ah, you should told me...don't sacrifice yourself just for me...even I'm your best friend..."


~~~Flashback ~~~

Eun Hyuk : Can you let go of my arm ?
Si Young : Shirro ! I want to be like this for a while...Kim ah, is it wrong ?
Kim : Huh ? ani...not at all !

~~~End Flashback~~~

" I know when I hold Eun Hyuk's arm...you feels hurt..but you try to make like there is nothing happen "



" Eun Hyuk ah, you should told me before this that you loves Kim.."


Eun Hyuk already arrived at the airport and start searching for me..he going to the receptionist and ask for the Korea to Malaysia departure...when the receptionist told him..he run as fast as he can...but it's already too late..since the flight already departure 5 minutes ago...


Eun Hyuk : Kim aahhh.... * crying * Please don't go !!!


One year later....

I decide to go to Jeju Island to visit my dongsaeng, Su Jong with her baby...

When I already arrived at Jeju..I take a cab and going to the hotel and drop my luggage and going straight to their house...can wait to meet Su Jong's baby....

Kim : Annyeong ...
Lee Teuk : Kim ssi...what a surprise ...
Kim : I already promised to Su Jong that I will come and visit her and the baby...
Lee Teuk : Ne ? how about me ??
Kim : You also..hihihih...where is she ?
Lee Teuk : In the room...take a rest with the baby...
Kim : Aaaah, did I disturb ?
Lee Teuk : Aniyaaa...she will loves seeing you here..since my friend also come from Seoul this morning..
Kim : Your friend ?
Lee Teuk : Yeah...

Me and Lee Teuk going to the room where Su Jong is...



Kim : Su Jong ah, annyeong !!
Su Jong : Eonni....
Kim : Hihihi..miss me ?
Su Jong : Of course I miss you...why you didn't told me that you will come ?
Kim : Surprise !
Lee Teuk : Btw Kim..this is my friend...Kyuhyun and his wife, Yura...
Kim : Annyeong haseyo...
Lee Teuk : Kyuhyun ah, this is Su Jong's beloved eonni, Kim...
Kyu Hyun & Yu Ra : Annyeong haseyo, Kim..nice to meet you..
Kim : Nice to meet you too...

Yu Ra : Su Jong ah, can I try to hold the baby ?
Su Jong : Sure..why not ?
Kim : Omo ~ your baby..so cute !
Lee Teuk : Like me, right ?
Kyu Hyun : Ye ?? not same at all !!
Lee Teuk : Mwoyaaa ?
Yu Ra ; Hahaha..she really looks like you, Lee Teuk ah...
Su Jong : When will your time to have a baby ?
Yu Ra : Ye ??
Kyu Hyun : I don't want to answer that question..
Yu Ra : * Speechless *



Suddenly the door bell ringing again...

Lee Teuk : Yaaa..someone is coming...I should open the door...

While me, Su Jong and Yura watching the baby sleep on Yura's arm...

Kim : Omo ~ she looks so cute...what his name, Su Jong ah ?
Su Jong : Park Soo Min...
Kim : Soo Min ah, your aunty come from Malaysia just want to meet you...

Lee Teuk come with his friend...

Lee Teuk : Su Jong ah, it's Eun Hyuk...
Su Jong : Eun Hyuk oppa...it's been a while you didn't come here..
Eun Hyuk : Mian...I'm a bit busy...

I stare at him and he stare at me...

Su Jong : Kim eonni...looks who's coming...
Kim : Annyeong haseyo...
Eun Hyuk : Annyeong haseyo...
Lee Teuk : Yaaa...why you guys being so formal with each other ?
Kyu Hyun : Lee Teuk ah, this is the couple that you said before ?
Eun Hyuk & Kim : Ye ??
Yura : You guys really looks so cute together...
Lee Teuk : Am I right ?
Kyu Hyun : But why you guys so formal to each other..I thought...
Lee Teuk : They didn't meet each other for a long time..maybe that's why...

We didn't speak anything to each other after that..Lee Teuk is right...it's been a long time we didn't meet...



" Kim ah, you looks no different like before...still the same person that I'm in love with..."

Kyu Hyun and Yu Ra makes their moves..because they have something to do after that...but they will come again tomorrow..because Lee Teuk said that they will make a small party for us...

Kim : Su Jong ah, I think I makes my moves too...need to take some rest...
Su Jong : Ouh, really ? but you will come tomorrow right ?
Kim ; Of course I will...
Lee Teuk : Eun Hyuk ah, you should give Kim a ride...since you guys stay at the same hotel ?
Eun Hyuk : Ye ?
Su Jong : Is it something wrong Eun Hyuk oppa ?
Kim : Ani..gwenchana ! I'm okay with a cab...
Lee Teuk : No ! I want you to ride with Eun Hyuk, arasseo ? this is an order...
Eun Hyuk : Mwoyaaa ?
Kim : An order ? okay...just give me a ride, no problem with that, right Eun Hyuk ssi ?
Eun Hyuk : Well, yeah.. I don't have a problem with that...

Me and Eun Hyuk in the car...going back to our hotel...

Kim : How's Si Young ?
Eun Hyuk : She's at New York right now..got a job there..
Kim : Wow ~ great then...and how about you ?
Eun Hyuk : Well, I'm okay...but sometimes it's hurt...




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Our Fate ;)) [ Part Eighteen ]


I'm going to my bedroom and cried so hard that night....while Si Young already sleep...

Three months later....

All of us already finished our exam and project...we already graduated !
And yeah ~ it's my time to go back to Malaysia after finished my studies...



Si Young : Kim ah...when will you going back to Malaysia ?
Kim : Next week..waeyo ?
Si Young : I'm going to miss you a lot...
Kim : Me too...you, Ye Sung....
Si Young : That's all ?
Kim : Ye ? what do you mean ?
Si Young : How about Eun Hyuk ?
Kim : Of course I will miss him too...
Si Young : Should we go out together for the last time ?
Kim : Going where ?
Si Young : I don't know..how about Nami Island ?
Kim : Well, sound good...
Si Young : We should take one day to explore every place that you want to go ?
Kim : Omo ~ just for me ?
Si Young : Yeah...
Kim : Btw, after this...where will you stay ?
Si Young : For this moment..I think I will stay with my dad at Ilsan...
Kim : Aahh...good ~
Si Young : Kim ah, you will never forget about me, don't you ?
Kim : I won't ! you are my best friend ever...
Si Young : You too !!!

One day, me and Si Young waiting for Ye Sung and Eun Hyuk...we decide to go to Nami Island....

Si Young : Yaaa....it's really great to be here again...
Kim : Waaaa..it's look so beautiful...
Ye Sung : Should we take a photo together, 4 of us ?
Si Young : Yeah...Eun Hyuk ah, palli !! * hold Eun Hyuk's arm *

We took our photo together...and after we finished walking at Nami Island, we going to the Namsan...
And we end our destination at Cheonggyecheon...

Ye Sung : Should we take a photo like a couple ?
Eun Hyuk : Shirro !!
Ye Sung : Wae ? you be with Si Young and then with Kim..after that, you need to take my photo with them too...
Si Young : I like it..Kim ah, you with Eun Hyuk first...
Kim : Mwo ? me ?
Si Young : Yeah.... * grab my hands and makes me sit beside Eun Hyuk *

We take so many photos ...after we tired that day...we hang out at the Handel & Gretel...



Jong Jin : Annyeong !!!
Kim : Jong Jin ahh....
Jong Jin : Kim noona...I heard that you will be going back to Malaysia ? when ?
Kim : This coming friday...wae ?
Jong Jin : Jinjja ? so fast...
Kim : Yeah ~ I already bought the ticket...
Ye Sung : Why ? you want to come with her ?
Jong Jin : Mwoyaaa ??? micheosseo ? who's going to make a coffee for the customer ?
Ye Sung : I can...
Eun Hyuk : Yaaa..Ye Sung ah, I don't think the customer will like your coffee...
Si Young : Hahaha...you are right, Eun Hyuk ah !

We hang out for an hour in the cafe..and Eun Hyuk send us home...

Si Young : Eun Hyuk ah, thanks for today...
Eun Hyuk : You are most welcome...take care !
Si Young : Sure...
Kim : Thank you !
Eun Hyuk : No problem...

Eun Hyuk droves his car going to his home...me and Si Young go inside to our apartment..

Si Young : Aigoo ~ I'm so tired today but it's really fun...
Kim : Thank you Si Young ahh...
Si Young : For what ?
Kim : For everything...
Si Young : Don't say like that...it's gonna makes me sad...
Kim : Yaaaa....
Si Young : Hahahaha..btw, did you see Eun Hyuk today ?
Kim : Eun Hyuk ? wae ?
Si Young : He just keep quiet when we going out today..don't you think it's weird ?
Kim : I don't know...
Si Young : And before this..you guys always talk to each other,right ?
Kim : Maybe...
Si Young : Kim ah...can I ask you something ?
Kim : Sure...why not ?
Si Young : .......... * silent *
Kim : Si Young ah...wae ? tell me !
Si Young : Kim ah...after you met Eun Hyuk ssi, for the first time...don't you feel something towards him ?
Kim : Mwo ? what are you talking about ?
Si Young : I mean...you never fall in love with him ?
Kim : Ye ?? don't you ask something like this, okay ? he is yours...why should I fall in love with him ?

I just left Si Young in the living room...and going to my bedroom...laying on the bed thinking what did Si Young just asked...



" Why so sudden she asking me that question ? did she scared that I'm going to seize Eun Hyuk from her ? But yeah ~ I fall in love with him for the first time I saw him at the library...I stare at him for a while until I realize that he look at me back...it is so embarrassing that time "

Then, I sleep without I notice it...

That day has come...the day that I need to going back to Malaysia and left everything here..just bring the memories back...I will miss this place and my friends so much...I wish I've got a chance to come back here again...

I take my luggage and going to meet Si Young at the living room...

Kim : Si Young ah...
Si Young : * crying *
Kim : Yaaa...please don't cry ! we will meet again, right ?
Si Young : Maybe...are you sure that you can go by yourself to the airport ?
Kim : Yeah ~ I don't want to burden you..and if you send me to the airport...I will feel really sad leaving you...
Si Young : You gonna come here if you have time ?
Kim : Of course I will...sends my regard to Eun Hyuk and Ye Sung...
Si Young : I heard that Ye Sung now is in Japan...meet his uncle that stayed there...
Kim : Ouh really ? how I wish I can meet them for the last time..
Si Young : You want me to call Eun Hyuk ?
Kim : No...it's okay....I think I should go now...thank you Si Young...* hug her for the last time *

Si Young also hug me very tightly...because it's gonna be a difficult after this for us to meet...

After I go out from the apartment and take a cab going to the Incheon Airport...
I'm waiting for my flight...I checked in and go into departure place...

Si Young in the apartment call Eun Hyuk...



Eun Hyuk : Yoboseyo...Si Young ah, waeyo ?
Si Young : Kim already left us...
Eun Hyuk : So ?
Si Young : Don't you think that you should meet her for the last time ? or maybe don't let her go..
Eun Hyuk : For what ?
Si Young : Eun Hyuk ah, don't lie to yourself and don't lie to me...I know you loves her...
Eun Hyuk : Mwo ??? How did you...
Si Young : I....I just..know about it..you should go to the airport and meet her...go !!!
Eun Hyuk : But Si Young ssi...
Si Young : Just forget about me...and go to her before it's too late...

Eun Hyuk hang up the phone and grab his car key and going to the Incheon Airport...

" How did Si Young knows about it ?? Did Kim told her about what had happened before ? If she told Si Young about this, she should told her earlier..so we didn't end up like this .."




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Our Fate ;)) [ Part Seventeen ]


Su Jong : Yobo...what are you doing ?
Lee Teuk : Ani...send some photos to Eun Hyuk...
Su Jong : Ye ? what photo ?
Lee Teuk : Kim's photo...
Su Jong : For what ?
Lee Teuk : I want Eun Hyuk always remember about Kim...you want them to be together again, right ?
Su Jong : Yeah....
Lee Teuk : Then, just wait and see...
Su Jong : Okay...



Su Jong and Lee Teuk just sitting and watch the beach together...the waves, the sun and everything were really nice that day...while me walking on the beach...

" This is the place that Eun Hyuk propose me to be his girlfriend before...but it already be a memories "

~~~Flashback ~~~

Eun Hyuk : I think I like you...
Kim : *look at Eun Hyuk * speechless *
Eun Hyuk : It's weird right ? we still not even know about each other much..but...I already fall in love with you...
Kim : Waeyo ? I'm not that special...
Eun Hyuk : Molla...I just want to be with you...that's all !
Kim : ......
Eun Hyuk : Will you ? be with me ??
Kim : But...we....

~~~End flashback ~~~

After he proposed me to be his girlfriend...he kissed my lips and I feel so happy that moment...
But now...it's just a memories that I shouldn't erase from my mind..I want it to be the sweet moments ever...since I know..I'm not going to be with him anymore...he already have Si Young...

Su Jong : Eonni....
Kim : Su Jong ah...wae ?
Su Jong : Where you want to go after this ?
Kim : Can we go to shopping ?
Su Jong : Shopping..sure !
Kim : Right now ?
Su Jong : Yeah...of course right now..I can't wait to shopping with you...
Kim : Kajja....

We heading to the town....shopping and spend our time together...have a lunch...
After that, Lee Teuk and Su Jong send me to the hotel...

Su Jong : Eonni...are you sure you want to stay here ?
Kim : Yeah...I don't want to bother you...
Lee Teuk : Btw, when will you going back to Seoul ?
Kim : Tomorrow night...
Su Jong : Mwo ? why so early ?
Kim : Yaaa...I only have one week holiday...
Su Jong : Aahh, jinjja ?
Kim : Don't worry...I will come here again...but maybe not on this 3 months since I will have my final exam..
Lee Teuk : Your final semester ?
Kim : Yeah...then, need to find a job...hahaha...
Lee Teuk : Just get married...
Kim : Mwo ? Shirro ! I want to have my own money..
Lee Teuk : Yeah..I think you should...it's gonna be a waste since you already tired study hard...
Kim : That's right ! btw, thanks for today..I really enjoy it...
Su Jong : No problem, eonni ! if you don't have anything to do..you can come to our house..maybe for dinner...
Kim : I will think about it....bye !
Su Jong : Bye bye eonni !!

Su Jong and Lee Teuk going back to their house while me going to my room and laying on the bed...
It's really tired today but I have so much fun walking, chatting, shopping and hang out with them...



At Taipei Story House...

Ye Sung : Uwaaaaa ~ so many goodies that I want to buy here...
Jong Jin : Hyung ah...here here ~ have comic books also...aigooo ~
Ye Sung : Huh ? where's Eun Hyuk ?
Jong Jin : Molla....before this he walking beside us...
Eun Hyuk : I'm here...wae ?
Ye Sung : See...I know you really loves this place right ?
Eun Hyuk : That's why I brought you guys here....
Jong Jin : Ye ? you already know this place ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~ we are very lucky when we come they make a comic exhibition...because sometimes they will change frequently...
Ye Sung : Ouh, really ?
Jong Jin : Hyung ah, how did you know about this ? you already came here ?
Eun Hyuk : Ani..I google it.. * laughing and walk away *
Ye Sung : Mwo ????
Jong Jin : Yaa...the way he talked like he already came here...but he just google it ?
Ye Sung : Hahaha....
Jong Jin : Hyung..why are you laughing ?
Ye Sung : Because you already be pranked by him...
Jong Jin : Not only me...
Ye Sung : Then ?
Jong Jin : You also, right ?
Ye Sung : Of course !! I'm a stupid...don't become like me...hahahaha...
Jong Jin : Hahahaha...crazy hyung !

Two months later....

We been really busy with our study since we need to complete and send our report, assignment that month...going to have our final exam...that night, I going back so late...and waiting for the bus or a cab at the bus stop...when I'm waiting for the bus...one car stop in front of me...the driver come out from the car...and he come towards me...

Eun Hyuk : Kajja...
Kim : For what ?
Eun Hyuk : I will send you home...
Kim : Gwenchana ! I'm waiting for the bus...
Eun Hyuk : Already late...and it's really danger if you wait here alone...
Kim : I'm going to be fine..don't worry about me !
Eun Hyuk : * grab my hands and pull me going to his car *
Kim : Eun Hyuk ssi !! It's hurt !!
Eun Hyuk :Then, just go in...

I go into his car...and he droves me home...
After we arrived in front of my apartment...I'm going out from his car without any words...
He also go out from his car..and grab my hands and hug me...



Eun Hyuk : Kim ssi...I miss you...don't you miss me too ?

I just keep silent that time...I don't know how to react since I miss him too..but I can't...when I saw his face...I remembered about Si Young...

Kim : Eun Hyuk ah, let me go ! Si Young will see this...
Eun Hyuk : Can you just forget about Si Young for a moment ? * still hug me *

" I miss you so much, Eun Hyuk ah ! I really am...how I wish I can take back for everything what I said...I think I can't because it's too late now "

Kim : I should go..it's already late...you should go back too..
Eun Hyuk : Can we just stay like this for a minute ? I miss this...

I just let him hug me, because I also want to hug him too...then, he let me go...

Eun Hyuk : Should we be together again ?
Kim : We can't ! I'm sorry..I really want to be with you..but I don't think I can let this happen...
Eun Hyuk : But...Kim ssi....

I walk away from him...and going inside to my apartment...

" I'm sorry Eun Hyuk...I let you down again..even I want to be with you like forever "




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Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Part Sixteen ]



Next morning, Si Young at her village have a breakfast with her family...



Si Young's Dad : Si Young ah, I thought you will bring Kim too..
Si Young : Ani ~ she's going to Jeju to meet her dongsaeng...
Si Young's Dad : Ah, really ?
Si Young : Ye....Appa..after I finished my study..can I stay with you ? at Ilsan ?
Si Young's Dad : Sure...why not ?
Si Young : Jinjjayo ?
Si Young's Dad : Yeah...urmmm..I heard that you have a boyfriend ? Am I right ?
Si Young : Appa !
Si Young's Dad : What ? is it true ? then, you need to bring him when you come and meet me, arasseo ?
Si Young : Ne...

In the hotel at Jeju, I still on my sleep mode...and suddenly I've got a phone call from Su Jong...

Su Jong : Eonni, where are you ? still sleeping at your room ? Wake up !!!
Kim : Ne ? wae ?? It's still early...
Su Jong : Lee Teuk wants to treat you a breakfast...
Kim : It's okay..I don't want to disturb your dates together...
Su Jong : Aigoo..eonni !!!

I hang up the phone and continue my sleep...and again I've got a phone call from Su Jong...

Su Jong : Eonni !!!
Kim : Mwoyaaa ?
Su Jong : Eun Hyuk oppa is here !! he's going to your room now !!!
Kim : Ye ???? * shocked * * wake from my bed *
Su Jong : Hahahaha !!!
Kim : Why are you laughing ?
Su Jong : Gotcha !! already get up from your bed, right ? then, go to shower and meet us at the lobby..
Kim : Yaaaaaa....Su Jong ahhh !

Su Jong hang up the phone and continue laughing...

Lee Teuk : Jagi..you shouldn't do that...
Su Jong : That is the way to wake her up...
Lee Teuk : Btw, did you asked her what had happened to Kim and Eun Hyuk ?
Su Jong : Yeah ~ I don't how can I help her..because she is the want that dumped Eun Hyuk oppa..
Lee Teuk : Mwo ? why ?
Su Jong : For her best friend, Si Young...
Lee Teuk : Si Young ?
Su Jong : You never meet her and she didn't come to our wedding...she loves Eun Hyuk, and Kim eonni loves Eun Hyuk too...so, Kim decide to break up with Eun Hyuk and give Eun Hyuk to Si Young...
Lee Teuk ; Why did she do that ? she loves Eun Hyuk, right ?
Su Jong : Yeah...but Si Young eonni also her best friend...
Lee Teuk : Then, how about Eun Hyuk ? did he decide to go to Si Young too ?
Su Jong : Ne...
Lee Teuk : Mwoyaa ? Eun Hyuk also loves Si Young...
Su Jong : I don't think so...
Lee Teuk : How come ? Aigoo ~ If I'm in Eun Hyuk's place..I will never do that...
Su Jong : Really ?
Lee Teuk : Of course ~ because I know you will never let me go.. * smiles *
Su Jong : Hahahaha...



After I get ready to go breakfast with Su Jong and Lee Teuk, I go downstairs to meet them in the lobby..

Kim : Yaaa...what are you talking about ? about me ?
Lee Teuk : Aniyaaa...
Su Jong : Talking about us...
Kim : Really ?
Su Jong : Yeah....
Lee Teuk : Kajja..I know a place that have a good breakfast here...

In the car going to the restaurant that Lee Teuk said...I watch this to couple talking and be romantic to each other...

" Why I feel so jealous ? "

Su Jong : Eonni, gwenchana ?
Kim : Ne ? yeah ~ I'm okay...just feel sleepy...
Su Jong : Mwoyaaa ? sleepy again at this time ?
Lee Teuk : Should we go to the beach after finish our breakfast ?
Su Jong : Uwaaaa ~ really ?
Kim : Sounds good...
Lee Teuk : We also have a good news to share...
Kim : Good news ? what is it ?
Su Jong : After we arrived at the restaurant, okay ?
Kim : Okay...

We finished our breakfast and heading to the beach...

Kim : Yaaa..I thought you guys want to share something with me ? what is it ?
Su Jong : Should I tell her, yobo ?
Lee Teuk : Wae ? you want me tell her ?
Kim : What is it ? you makes me scared...
Su Jong : Eonni...you gonna be an aunt...
Kim : Mwo ??? really ???
Su Jong : Yeah....it's already two months now...
Kim : Omo ~ Lee Teuk ah, Su Jong ah...chukahae !!
Su Jong : Gomawo, eonni !
Kim : When the due ?
Su Jong : Next year in April...
Kim : Next year ?
Lee Teuk : Wae ? something happen ?
Kim : Aniyaaa...I don't think that I will be here in Korea since this is my last year...
Su Jong : Ye ? you going back to Malaysia ?
Kim : Ne...but never mind, I will make a time to come here..
Su Jong : Promise me, eonni !
Kim : Promise !!

While me, Su Jong and Lee Teuk walking and spend our time together at the beach...with the good news for Su Jong and Lee Teuk...I feel so happy seeing them...

At Taiwan...Ye Sung searching for Eun Hyuk that not in the room...



Ye Sung : Eun Hyuk ah, what are you doing here alone ?
Eun Hyuk : Ani...Lee Teuk send me a photo...
Ye Sung : Really ? can I see ?

Ye Sung look at the photo that Lee Teuk send to Eun Hyuk...

Ye Sung : Omo ~ Kim looks so cute here...
Eun Hyuk : I don't think so...she looks the same like before..
Ye Sung : Mwo ? Are you jealous ?
Eun Hyuk : Ye ? jealous ? micheosseo ?
Ye Sung : Yeah...because she's not yours anymore...
Eun Hyuk : So ?
Ye Sung : You miss her so much don't you ?
Eun Hyuk : Can we not talk about this thing ? * walk away *

" Yeah ~ I miss her..but what should I do ? She is the one that want me to forget about her and be happy with Si Young...but Si Young ssi, mian ~ I don't think I can be with you since my heart and my mind always think about Kim "



Jong Jin : Hyung...what happen to Eun Hyuk hyung ?
Ye Sung : Miss his girlfriend...
Jong Jin : Nugu ? Si Young noona ?
Ye Sung : Nope...It's Kim...
Jong Jin : Mwo ? Kim noona ? what happened to them ?
Ye Sung : It's a long story...and you still a kid..you shouldn't know about this..* chase Eun Hyuk *
Jong Jin : Mwoyaaa ? I'm not a kid anymore...hyung !!!





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Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Part Fifteen ]



Next day, in the cafe...



Si Young : Ye Sung ah...gwenchana ?
Ye Sung : Ne ? Ye.....I'm okay...
Si Young : Don't worry about it !
Ye Sung : But I'm scared...they were my best friends...
Si Young : I know...they were mine too...

On our semester break....

Si Young : I want to go back to my village...my my grandparents...you want to come ?
Kim : Maybe not this time...
Si Young : Well, you know what ? I want to bring Eun Hyuk also, he already agreed to meet my father...
Kim : Mwo ? really ?
Si Young : Yeah...I don't know that he will agree so easily...Before this, it's really difficult to be close with him..but now...
Kim : I know ~ but he is very kind...he will never do that to you...
Si Young : I know right ? so, what did you want to do for this semester break ? stay at home ?
Kim : Aniyaaa ~ I think I want to meet my lovely dongsaeng...it's been a while I didn't meet her since she get married...
Si Young : Where did she stay now ?
Kim : Jeju-do...
Si Young : Jeju ? again ? hihihi....it's already be your 3rd time going there..
Kim : Yeah..hihihih...
Si Young  I really want to come...but I already promise with my father...
Kim : It's okay..maybe later we can go together again..right ?
Si Young : Hihi..sure....
Kim : Don't be naughty with Eun Hyuk, okay ?
Si Young : Kim ah, mwoyaa ??
Kim : Hahahaha...
Si Young : Sends my regard to her and her husband...
Kim : I will...



Eun Hyuk and Ye Sung hang out at the Handel & Gretel...

Ye Sung : I'm going to China for a holiday ....with my brothers...how about you ?
Eun Hyuk : Going no where...can I go with you ?
Ye Sung : With me ? sure...why not ? it's gonna be fun...
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~
Ye Sung : Yaaa....you didn't seem fun at all...
Eun Hyuk : Really ? Am I ?
Ye Sung : Just be happy...and forget about everything had happened before...she will be fine..
Eun Hyuk : I know she will..she's strong ! But how I wish I can go with her..
Ye Sung : Then, just go..
Eun Hyuk : Mwoyaaa ? Now I'm with Si Young...
Ye Sung : Your body with Si Young but your mind and your heart is with Kim ...
Eun Hyuk : I don't know..should I just lying with myself ? I didn't love Si Young at all...
Ye Sung : I know...

After a few days, I arrived at Jeju..going to meet my dongsaeng, Su Jong...
At the hotel, I just drop my luggage and going to Su Jong's house..
I press the button..but no one is answer and open the door..

Kim : She's not here ?? Aigoo ~ then, I think I should go back to the hotel...

When I try to turn around...it's Lee Teuk and Su Jong behind me...



Su Jong : Eonni ??
Kim : Su Jong ah !!!
Su Jong : Eonni.....I miss you...
Kim : I miss you too... * hugging each other *
Lee Teuk : Yaaa..yaaa...how about me ?
Kim : Ye ???
Lee Teuk : Ani ~ I'm just joking...where's Eun Hyuk ssi ?
Su Jong : Yeah ~ where's Eun Hyuk oppa ?
Kim : Eun Hyuk ssi ? he's not here...
Su Jong : Wae ? I thought you will come with him...
Kim : Well, he have something to do in Seoul...
Lee Teuk : Aah, really ? too bad...we want to have a BBQ together..that's why today we going to the market...
Kim : Yaaa..I don't want to burden you guys...
Lee Teuk : Not at all...
Su Jong : Eonni...where is your luggage ?
Kim : I drop the luggage at the hotel..
Su Jong : Yaaa...at the hotel ? waeyoo?? you just can stay here...
Kim : Gwenchana....I don't to disturb you guys...
Lee Teuk : Disturb us ? Aniyaaa...
Su Jong : We should get in...kajja eonni...

At night market in Taiwan...



Ye Sung : There is so much food to buy...
Eun Hyuk : Yaaa....food again ?
Ye Sung : Wae ? can't I ?
Eun Hyuk : You can....just buy them...
Ye Sung : You want too ?
Eun Hyuk : Just buy them for yourself..I'm all set... * walk away *
Ye Sung : Eun Hyuk ah, jamkanman !!

" How I wish you were here, Kim....It's gonna really fun if we can walk here all night long...without Ye Sung and Si Young for sure..."

Eun Hyuk : I miss you, Kim...
Ye Sung : I know you miss her,..but you here at Taiwan with me...
Eun Hyuk : Mwoyaa ?? * shocked *
Ye Sung : Hahaha..why don't you go to Jeju...she's there...
Eun Hyuk : Why must I go there ? maybe she's not even thinking about me now...
Ye Sung : Yaaa...I know she always think about you even she dumped you...
Eun Hyuk : She's not dumped me...
Ye Sung : Yeah, she is...

At Su Jong and Lee Teuk's house...Su Jong and her husband busy with the BBQ session while me just sit on the bench thinking about something...

Su Jong : Honey...don't you think something had happened to Kim eonni ?
Lee Teuk : Yeah ~ when we talk about Eun Hyuk, she trying to avoid it...why don't you ask her ?
Su Jong : Mwo ? me ?
Lee Teuk : Ne...you are her dongsaeng..you know her well...
Su Jong : Sure...

Su Jong come to me where I'm sitting...

Su Jong : Eonni...gwenchana ?
Kim : Ye ? I'm okay..wae ?
Su Jong : I don't think you are...tell me...maybe I can help...
Kim : You can't ! No one can...
Su Jong : Even I can't help you...at least I can hear your problem...
Kim : .......
Su Jong : Eonni ! please trust me...
Kim : I miss Eun Hyuk * start to tears *
Su Jong : Ye ???
Kim : I broke up with Eun Hyuk...but I think I make a mistake to let him go...to Si Young ...
Su Jong : Si Young eonni ? what are you talking about ?
Kim : Si Young eonni...she loves Eun Hyuk too..so, I told him to go to Si Young instead of me..
Su Jong : Wae ? why you asked him to go to Si Young eonni ?
Kim ; I don't know...
Su Jong : How come you don't know about it ?
Kim : ............



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Sunday, July 22, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Part Fourteen ]


That time, I just sit on the bench at the Han River...

While Eun Hyuk and Si Young on the car...going to the cinemas...



" Am I do the right thing ? but this is what Kim wants...she wants me to be with Si Young... "

Si Young : Eun Hyuk ah, are you okay ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~ I'm okay...waeyo ?
Si Young : Ani..I'm just asking....
Eun Hyuk : What movies you want to watch ?
Si Young : Molla...maybe we should check after we arrive...
Eun Hyuk : Okay..

After I take some air at the Han River...I make a decision to go back to my apartment...

In front of the apartment...

Ye Sung : Kim ssi...
Kim : Ye Sung ah...
Ye Sung : Gwenchana ?
Kim : Mollayo...
Ye Sung : I'm sorry for what I've said before...
Kim : It's okay...you are right...
Ye Sung ; Ne ? about what ?
Kim : About that thing...I love him...I shouldn't let him go for the first place...now..I miss him...
Ye Sung : Gwenchana...you will be okay...I know one day..Eun Hyuk will be yours again...
Kim : Really ?
Ye Sung : Yeah...trust me !
Kim : But if don't ?
Ye Sung : I'm here...
Kim : Ye ???
Ye Sung : Hahahaha..what ? I'm not handsome enough ? I know I know...you just loves Eun Hyuk..
Kim : Hihihi..I like you..you are my best friend...
Ye Sung : I know..you too...
Kim : Btw, why you came here ?
Ye Sung : Urmm..just want to say sorry...
Kim ; Ah, that ? want to have some tea ?
Ye Sung : Sure...why not ?
Kim : Kajja....

Eun Hyuk just finished watching the movies with Si Young...



Si Young : Hahaha..that movies is really funny...
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~ should we have something to eat ?
Si Young : Mwoyaaa ? you are not full yet ?
Eun Hyuk : You are ?
Si Young : Ne...eating so much popcorn...hihih..
Eun Hyuk : Then, where do you want to go now ?
Si Young : Walking at Hongdae...can we ?
Eun Hyuk : Sure.... * hold Si Young's hand *

When I send Ye Sung in front of the apartment...I saw Eun Hyuk's car coming...
The car stop and Si Young coming out from the car...Eun Hyuk also coming out from the car...

Si Young : Kim ssi, Ye Sung ah !!
Ye Sung : Where did you go ?
Si Young : Watching movies and walking at Hongdae...it's really fun, right Eun Hyuk ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah....

Me and Eun Hyuk just stare at each other...

Ye Sung : I think I should go now...Kim ah, thanks for the delicious tea...
Si Young : You give him a tea ?
Kim : Ne...wae ? is it wrong ? he come to accompany me...that's all...
Si Young : Aaaahh...I want to go upstairs now...need to take a bath...so tired today...
Ye Sung ; Goodbye everyone...
Kim : Bye...
Eun Hyuk : Good night, Si Young ah !
Si Young : Ne....



Ye Sung going back to his house while Si Young going upstairs to our apartment...
They left me and Eun Hyuk together..we just keep silent for the moment...

Kim : I think I should go too...it's getting late...
Eun Hyuk : * grab my hands * I miss you....
Kim : Eun Hyuk ssi, you should let go of my hands..or Si Young gonna see it...

Eun Hyuk let go of my hands...

Eun Hyuk : I thought you will said that you miss me too...but you always thinking about Si Young first...
Kim : Of course I think about her...she is yours now...don't forget about that ! * walk away *

Six months later....

Kim : Aigooo ~ why I have so many things to do ?
Si Young : Where are you going ?
Kim : Going to the library...need to complete my project for next week...
Si Young : Ouh, okay ~

Me at the library seeking for the book that can help me for the project and when I take some book on the rack...I spotted someone seeking for the book too...it's Eun Hyuk...I stop searching the book, just watching him without realize that he also watching at me...
But he just walk away like he never knew about me...



Ye Sung : Yaaa...what are you looking at ?
Kim : Huh ?? urmm...nothing...
Ye Sung : Okay....
Kim ; What are you doing here ?
Ye Sung : I just accompany Eun Hyuk...he has a test tomorrow...
Kim : Ouh really ? wish him luck !!
Ye Sung : Why don't you say that to him yourself ?
Kim : Ne ? Shirro....
Ye Sung : Wae ? btw, where's Si Young ?
Kim ; At home maybe...because she doesn't have a class today..
Ye Sung : Waaaaa...no wonder....
Kim : I think I should go now...bye..
Ye Sung : Bye...'


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Saturday, July 21, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Part Thirteen ]



Eun Hyuk at the Han River still didn't know why I acted that way..



Eun Hyuk : Kim ah, waeyo ? do you really just play with my feelings ? how come ? * sit *

While me just walking back to my apartment...

" Did I do the right thing ? left him to Si Young ? Just like Ye Sung said...He loves me...and I love him...but...I already promise to Si Young that Eun Hyuk will be her...and she is my best friend..."

I cried so hard that night...thinking what will happen next...

" Kim ah, you really want me to do this don't you ? I know you loves me...but you trying to hurts my feeling because you want me to be with Si Young...okay ! I get it...you will see... "

The next morning...

Si Young : Kim ah, I already late to the class..omo ~~ ottokhae ?
Kim : Ne ?? what time is it ?
Si Young : It's already 8am...wake up !
Kim : 8am ? yaaaa ~ it's not my time yet...I have 5 hours to go...my class at 2pm...
Si Young : How about mine ?
Kim : What ? just go ~ mumbling yourself...you gonna be late then...
Si Young : Yeah..yeah ~ you are right !

Si Young just get ready to the class...and then without telling me..she's going alone...

After Ye Sung and Eun Hyuk class ended...

Ye Sung : Eun Hyuk ah, are you okay ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~ I'm fine...wae ?
Ye Sung : But you look so pale...
Eun Hyuk : I'm sorry ~ I don't have a mood to talk today...need to go to the library... * walk away *
Ye Sung : Eun Hyuk ah !!

Ye Sung going to the cafe and met Si Young that already sit on the corner...alone...



Si Young : Ye Sung ah, here !
Ye Sung : Where's Kim ?
Si Young : Still at home since her class is on 2pm...
Ye Sung : Ah, really ? envy her....
Si Young : I know right...but...where's Eun Hyuk ?
Ye Sung : At the library...I don't what happen to him because suddenly he doesn't have a mood...weird !
Si Young : Really ?
Ye Sung : Did they....
Si Young : They ? what ?
Ye Sung : Aniyaaa..just forget about it...okay ? should we eat something ?
Si Young : Good idea !

" Omo ~ did Kim already said that to him ? I should ask Kim about this..."

Si Young : Ye Sung ah, palli !!!
Ye Sung : I'm coming...

At our house...I get ready to go to my class...
After I arrive there, I'm going straight to the class because I don't want to be late...since I heard the lecturer is really firm...
That time, me and Eun Hyuk bump to each other on the lift...but we just keep silent because the issue last night...

" Why he looks so pale ? Is it my fault he become like that ? I'm sorry, Eun Hyuk ahh ! "

Eun Hyuk just left me and going to the library...

My class end that day, the lecturer is really nice even she is really firm toward her students...but I like her...love the way she teach us...



Ye Sung : Kim ah !
Kim : Ye Sung ssi...annyeong !
Ye Sung : Your class over for today ?
Kim : Yeah ~ nice class ! how about you ?
Ye Sung : Nado ~ should we go somewhere ? because I want to ask you something...
Kim : Just us ?
Ye Sung : Ani....with Eun Hyuk too...
Kim : Ye ??? for what ?
Ye Sung : Just come..Eun Hyuk is waiting for us...
Kim : But...Ye Sung ssi...shirro !
Ye Sung : Wae ?
Kim : I just don't want to meet him for now...
Ye Sung : So...it's true...you already broke up with him ?
Kim : Yeah ~
Ye Sung : But why ? Kim ah, don't forget about your feelings...
Kim : I know...but I already promise to Si Young...
Ye Sung : Promise ? about what ?
Kim : That Eun Hyuk will be her boyfriend...and Eun Hyuk will loves her..
Ye Sung : Mwo ?? are you crazy ?
Kim : Yeah...I am ! wae ? can't I sacrifice for my best friend ?
Ye Sung : But this is too much...you already killed his feelings toward you...and yeah ~ you don't deserve him..you are not good for him... * walk away *

I was really shocked that moment with what Ye Sung said just now...am I ? I don't deserve him ? maybe yes...it's true..because I'm not good for him..Si Young is the one...

I really sad that day...it's just I lost my best friend...but they will never knows my feelings...
Suddenly I feel so guilty towards him...I love him..but Si Young is the one that makes me do this...But now, what should I do ? Should I ask for forgiveness ? Did he will forgive me ? Molla....

When I walk alone at the Han River...I saw someone that I really knew...it's Eun Hyuk...
He standing alone near to the river...

" Should I go to him ? or shouldn't ? "

Then, I make a decision to tell him that I'm sorry for what I'd have said before...but suddenly...someone is coming to him...it's Si Young....



Si Young : Eun Hyuk ah, why you want to meet me here ? * hold Eun Hyuk's arm *
Eun Hyuk : You said that you want to have a date with me, right ?
Si Young : Yeah....
Eun Hyuk : How about now ?
Si Young : Now ? date ? with you ? really ?
Eun Hyuk : Yup...don't want ?
Si Young : Of course I want...
Eun Hyuk : What do you want to do tonight ?
Si Young : I don't know...watching movies ? is it okay ?
Eun Hyuk : Sounds good...kajja...
Si Young : Gomawo !!

I felt my tears falling really hard that time...I know...this is my punishment...I deserve this...
I just watch them walk away together holding hands...


" I think I'm too late now for forgiveness "
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Friday, July 20, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Part Twelve ]


We start our new semester....
After we finished our first day in the college, me and Si Young hang out at Handel & Gretel...



Kim : Annyeonghaseyo, aunty !
Ye Sung's mum : Annyeonghaseyo, Kim ah ! It's been so long you didn't come here...
Kim : Mian...I just stay at home this semester break..
Ye Sung's mum : Si Young ah, how are you ?
Si Young : I'm fine, aunty...how about you ?
Ye Sung's mum : As always...
Si Young : But you look more prettier...
Ye Sung's mum : Jinjjayo ?
Jong Jin : Don't believe her, eomma ! she's lying !!
Si Young : Mwoyaaa ?
Jong Jin : Hahahaha.....
Ye Sung's mum : Just sit, girls....will make you something special...
Kim : Aunty, don't bother yourself...
Ye Sung's mum : It's okay...

Me and Si Young just sit in the corner...

Si Young : Kim ah, should we go to the nearest book store ?
Kim : For what ?
Si Young : I want to buy a notebook for tomorrow class...
Kim : Well, sounds good ~ since I also want to buy a filels for seggregate my notes for this semester...Then, I don't confuse about it...
Si Young : Great idea !

We hang out at the cafe and after that we going to the book store...



Jong Jin : Noona !! jamkanmanyo ~
Kim : Jong Jin ah, waeyo ?
Si Young : What do you want, Jong Jin ?
Jong Jin : Aniyaa..I'm just want to coming with you guys,..going to the book store...because I also want to buy something there...
Kim : Huh ? how did you know that...
Jong Jin : I heard what you guys saying before...
Si Young : Are you trying to..
Jong Jin ; Aniyaaa...I just heard...that's all..
Kim ; Just come...don't worry !

At the book store...

Jong Jin : Kim noona...I'm going upstairs...wait for me, okay ?
Si Young : If you late...we will leave you here alone...
Jong Jin : Mwoyaaa ? Kim noona will not do that, right ?
Kim : Yeah ~ * smiles *
Jong Jin : See....
Si Young : Hahahaha...whatever ~

Jong Jin going upstairs....while me and Si Young just going to search our things that we want to buy...
Suddenly...

Eun Hyuk : Kim ssi...you here...
Kim : Eun Hyuk ah....what are you doing here ?
Eun Hyuk : Looking for something...alone ?
Kim : Aniyaa..with Si Young...she's over there....and you ?
Eun Hyuk : With Ye Sung for sure...upstairs...
Kim : Really ? he might found his brother..because his brother coming with us...
Eun Hyuk : Really ? do you have something to do after this ?
Kim ; Ani...wae ?
Eun Hyuk ; Can we go for a date ?
Kim : Mwo ??
Si Young : Eun Hyuk ssi !!! * come to Eun Hyuk and hold his arm * what are you doing here ?
Eun Hyuk : Just looking for something...
Si Young : Really ? me too...are you alone ?
Eun Hyuk ; Ani...with Ye Sung...can you let go of my arm ?
Si Young : Shirro ! I want to be like this for a while...Kim ah, is it wrong ?
Kim : Huh ? ani...not at all !
Si Young : Eun Hyuk ah, can we go for a date tonight ?
Eun Hyuk : Huh ? but...* look at me *
Kim : * look at him * what are you thinking about ? just go...
Si Young ; Yeah ~ Please Eun Hyuk ssi...
Eun Hyuk : Mian Si Young ah, I already have a plan to do tonight...with someone...
Si Young : With who ?
Eun Hyuk : My friends...
Si Young : Really ? arasseo !
Kim : Gwenchana Si Young...maybe later, right Eun Hyuk ssi ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~ maybe later...
Si Young : Okay...promise me ?
Eun Hyuk : Well....
Si Young : Gomawo Eun Hyuk ah !

We go back to our house...

Si Young : Eun Hyuk is so handsome...
Kim ; Maybe....
Si Young : Yaaa..what happen to you ?
Kim ; Ani...something brokes my heart...
Si Young : Ye ???
Kim ; Ani..just forget about it...
Si Young : Well, okay ~ I want to take a bath..and then, because I don't have a date with anyone..I want to study tomorrows subject...subject that I don't like...
Kim ; Hahaha...I need to go out for a while..
Si Young ; Han River ? you always like to go there, don't you ?
Kim : Yeah...my favorite place to hang out alone...
Si Young : Hahahaha..okay ~



When I get ready to go out...going to Si Young's room and saw that she's already fall asleep...

Kim : Study ?? Haha... * close the door *

I take a walk going to the Han River and then after I arrive there..I just take a sit on the bench...
10 minutes later, Eun Hyuk called me...

Eun Hyuk : Kim ah, is our date still on ?
Kim : But you said that you need to meet your friends...
Eun Hyuk : I'm just lying...to Si Young...
Kim : Well, I'm here at Han River...come over...
Eun Hyuk : Okay ~ wait me there...I'll come ~
Kim : Ne...

Eun Hyuk come to me and hug me from behind...

Kim : Huh ?
Eun Hyuk : Just stay like this for a while...

We just stay like that for a moment and suddenly Eun Hyuk kiss my cheek...



Eun Hyuk : I love you...
Kim : Mwoyaaa ?
Eun Hyuk : What ? is it something wrong ? * sit beside me *
Kim : Ani..just so sudden..wae ?
Eun Hyuk : Just trying to be romantic..can't I ?
Kim ; Hahaha..it's weird...
Eun Hyuk : Kim ssi, at the book store today..why you want me to go for a date with Si Young ?
Kim : She likes you...
Eun Hyuk : But I don't like her...I mean...I don't love her...
Kim : Really ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~ are you trying to make me to be with her ?
Kim : ........
Eun Hyuk : Kim ssi...tell me please...
Kim : You should give her a chance..maybe one day..you will love her...and will forget about me...
Eun Hyuk : Mwo ? are you crazy ? I won't !
Kim : She suits you...
Eun Hyuk : Kim..please don't start !
Kim : Start what ?
Eun Hyuk : Something stupid...thinking about me with Si Young...that will not gonna be happen..
Kim : Just forget about me, Eun Hyuk ah ! and go to Si Young...
Eun Hyuk : Ouh yes ~ I will go to her and said that I love you, Kim ! I will do that...
Kim : Eun Hyuk ssi...I need to do that...she loves you...and I already promise her that you will be her...
Eun Hyuk : What ?? Shirro...
Kim : She's my friend...
Eun Hyuk : I know..but you shouldn't do that to her...you loves me don't you ?
Kim : ........
Eun Hyuk : Kim ah, tell me that you loves me...
Kim : The truth is...I don't loves you...
Eun Hyuk : Mwoyaa ? Kim ah, are you joking ?
Kim : Ani...I'm not... * stand up * I should go now...
Eun Hyuk : Kim ah.... * try to hold his tears * please..why you do this to me ?
Kim : I just play with you...that's all... * walk away *
Eun Hyuk : Kim ah...you are lying..don't you ? Kim ah !!!

" I'm sorry, Eun Hyuk ah.. it's hurt me a lot..but I need to do this...."




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Sunday, July 15, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Part Eleven ]


Kim : Annyeong !
Eun Hyuk : Thank you for last night and this morning..
Kim : Jamkanman ! for last night ? what did I do ?
Eun Hyuk : Accompany me...
Kim : Aaah ! but you need to buy me an icecream !
Eun Hyuk : Mwoyaa ? Hahahaha !



I go out from Eun Hyuk's car and after Eun Hyuk drove away...

Ye Sung : Wow ~ what a sweet couple have you been ?
Kim : Ye Sung ssi ! what are you doing here ?
Ye Sung : Ani...Si Yeong called me and told that you not in the house...you left your phone also...she's worried about you...
Kim : Aaah ~ ye !
Ye Sung : Now I know why Eun Hyuk also didn't picked up his phone..
Kim : Ye Sung ssi !!
Ye Sung : Hahaha....
Kim : But..please don't tell Si Yeong about it, arasseo ?
Ye Sung : Wae ? you scared ?
Kim : Just please !
Ye Sung : Kim ah ! Eun Hyuk is yours..what's wrong with that ? You should tell her...or...don't tell me that you want Eun Hyuk to be with Si Yeong ?
Kim : Mollayo ~

I just left Ye Sung behind...

Ye Sung : Kim ssi, next week we gonna start our new semester, right ?
Kim : Yeah ~ omo ! this gonna be our final year...
Ye Sung : Ne ~ Did you gonna stay here after finished study ?
Kim : I don't think so...because I have my family over there, in Malaysia...
Ye Sung : Jinjjayo ? How about me ?
Kim : What about you ?
Ye Sung : I will missed my very pervert friend...
Kim : Mwoyaaa ? * slap Ye Sung's shoulder *
Ye Sung : Ouchh ! Hahahaah...



In my house...

Si Young : Yaaa...Kim ssi, where are you going ? you scared me ! * hug me *
Kim ; Going no where....just walking at the Han River...
Ye Sung : Really ?
Kim : Shut up !
Si Young : Ye Sung ah, Kim ah...did you tried to hide something from me ?
Kim : Aniyaaa...we are not !
Si Young : Then, what ?
Kim : I just....
Ye Sung : She going to the Han River because she wants to meet someone there...
Si Young : Mwo ? Is it Kim ? Who ?
Kim : Well... * stared at Ye Sung * Yeah ~ I saw a very handsome guy before, always walk at the Han River every morning...and that's why...
Si Young : Omo ~ no wonder you didn't bring your phone...
Kim : Hehehe....
Ye Sung : Pervert !
Kim ; What ?
Si Young : Good for you, Kim ! Well, I want to get ready because I have a date with someone today...
Ye Sung : Who is it ? Can I come ?
Si Young : Just accompany Kim !



Si Young just go out alone while Ye Sung still in our house...

Ye Sung : Where is she go ? have a date ?
Kim : Have a date with her friend maybe...
Ye Sung : Eun....
Kim : Ye ?
Ye Sung : Aniyaaa...

Suddenly I've got a phone call from Eun Hyuk ...

Kim : Yoboseyo !
Eun Hyuk : Kim ah, where are you ?
Kim : At house...waeyo ?
Eun Hyuk : You didn't go out with Si Young ?
Kim : Ani...what is it ?
Eun Hyuk : Si Young...she asked me to go out...
Kim : Ye ?!?
Eun Hyuk : I agreed since I thought you also come..but I think I need to cancel it...
Kim : No ! Please don't !
Eun Hyuk : Huh ?
Kim : Just go out with her..she will feels really sad if you cancel it..
Eun Hyuk : But...I don't want to..
Kim : Just go ! Don't worry about me..I give the permission...
Eun Hyuk : Kim ah !
Kim : I'm okay with it...
Eun Hyuk : Okay...I'm doing this just for you...
Kim : Gomapta !



We hang up the phone...

Kim ; Did I just told him that I'm okay with it ??
Ye Sung : Kim ssi...
Kim : But why I feels so hurt inside ?
Ye Sung : Eun Hyuk ssi ?
Kim : Ne ~
Ye Sung : Si Young asked him to go out ?
Kim : ............
Ye Sung : Why don't we go out together with them ?
Kim : Mwo ? we shouldn't...just let them be together...
Ye Sung : But you feels hurt...
Kim : I'm gonna be more hurts seeing them together holding hands..
Ye Sung : Just calm, Kim ! Eun Hyuk loves you..I know it !
Kim : I shouldn't think about it too much...
Ye Sung : Yeah ~ just go to your room and take a rest...I need to go back after all...
Kim : Okay !
Ye Sung : Take some rest, okay ? Promise me !





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Saturday, July 14, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Part Ten ]



Kim : Eun Hyuk ssi, what are you doing here ?
Eun Hyuk : Can we go somewhere else ?
Kim : Going where ? It's already midnight...
Eun Hyuk : I don't know..
Kim : Kajja ~ * pinch Eun Hyuk's cheek *
Eun Hyuk : * smiles *

I just follow Eun Hyuk...Eun Hyuk drive his car to somewhere...

Kim : Eun Hyuk ahh, where are we going ? I'm sleepy ~
Eun Hyuk : Just sleep...after we arrived at the destination, I will wake you up..
Kim : Jinjja ?
Eun Hyuk : Ye...

Then, I just fall asleep because I'm feel so tired...

Eun Hyuk don't know where to go and end up going back to his house...
After we arrived at his house, he lift me up to his house and then put me on his bed...
He take the blanket and cover half of my body...

Eun Hyuk : Sleep tight, dear ! * kiss my forehead *

Eun Hyuk take one pillow and sleeping in the living room...



The next morning, I woke up and stretch my body and suddenly...

Eun Hyuk : Ouchh ~ my face !
Kim : Huh ?!? * take my hand back and look who is beside me *
Eun Hyuk : Kim ah ! You shouldn't  do that, it's hurt !
Kim : Eun Hyuk ssi ? Aaaaaarrghhhh !!!! * screaming and wake up from the bed * What are you doing here?
Eun Hyuk : This is my house...I can do anything that I want..
Kim : Ne ?? Your house ?? * look around *

" Yeah ~ this is his house...Omo ~ ottokhae ? "

Eun Hyuk : Satisfied ?
Kim : But how come I'm here ?
Eun Hyuk : Don't you remember that I asked you out ? then you feel so sleepy...
Kim : Yeah...then ?
Eun Hyuk : Yaaa....pabo ! * knock my head * are you still sleeping ?
Kim : Aniyaaa....but..
Eun Hyuk : Don't worry ! I'm not doing anything to you...I sleep on the couch at the living room last night but hurts my back...that's why I'm here...
Kim : Really ? Aigoo ~ I can't trust you now since I'm not remembered anything...
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~ you should trust me !
Kim : I think I should go now...Si Yeong will be worried about me...
Eun Hyuk : Mwoyaa ? Si Yeong again ?
Kim ; Waeyo ?
Eun Hyuk : I brought you here because I don't want Si Yeong to disturb us...but then you said her name...already spoiled my mood...
Kim : Eun Hyuk ssi...
Eun Hyuk : Mwo ?
Kim : Mianhae...
Eun Hyuk : I don't want to talk with you..or you might said about her again * get up and go to the bathroom *
Kim : Yaaa..this guy ! * thinking *

After Eun Hyuk  take a shower....he feels weird because he didn't saw me in his bedroom...

Eun Hyuk : Kim ssi !

Eun Hyuk go find me in the living room but also didn't find me...and he go to the kitchen..

Kim : Jjang !
Eun Hyuk : Yaaa..mwoyaa ? you scared me !
Kim : Jinjjayo ? Mian ~ * sad face *
Eun Hyuk : Aigoo ~ ugly face... * pinch my cheek *
Kim : Ne ? Ugly ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~ didn't take a shower yet...don't you ?
Kim : But I already wash my face...
Eun Hyuk : Really ?
Kim : Of course !
Eun Hyuk : What did you do in my kitchen ?
Kim : I make some breakfast...
Eun Hyuk : Omo ~ smell delicious !
Kim : But you can't eat it..
Eun Hyuk : Huh ? waeyo ?
Kim : Because you still wearing a towel !
Eun Hyuk : Aaah ~ you didn't feel scared if I do something to you ?
Kim : Aniyoo...I'm okay with it... * confident *
Eun Hyuk : Are you sure ? * get near me *
Kim : Ne !!
Eun Hyuk : Urm...okay... * getting closer *
Kim ; Eun Hyuk ssi !!! * close my eyes *



Eun Hyuk pinch my nose and laughing hard..

Eun Hyuk : Hahahaha....coward ! * walk to his room *
Kim : Huh ??! * open my eyes back * Yaaaa !!! I'm not a coward !!
Eun Hyuk : Mwo ? But you look like...Hahahaha !
Kim : Eun Hyuk ssi  !!! * scream * Aigooo ~ jinjja ! He really scared me...

I prepare the porridge that I make in the table and make some tea for him...



Eun Hyuk : Aigoo ~ it's good that I have a wife..
Kim : Ne?
Eun Hyuk : Hihi ~ can I eat ?
Kim : You can't !
Eun Hyuk : Mwoyaa ? Again ?? I already have my clothes on...
Kim : Just eat ! then, you need to send me home...
Eun Hyuk : If I don't want ?
Kim : Eun Hyuk ssi !
Eun Hyuk : Ye ~ ye ~ after finish our breakfast, I will send you home, okay ?
Kim ; Ne !
Eun Hyuk : * eat the porridge * Omo ~ so delicious !
Kim ; This will be the first and last..
Eun Hyuk : Huh ? what are you talking about ?
Kim : Nothing ~ I just mumbling myself...

Me and Eun Hyuk just continue our breakfast...
Then, Eun Hyuk send me home as promised....






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Sunday, July 8, 2012

Our Fate ;)) [ Part Nine ]


After we finished eating and walking together...Eunhyuk send me home..



Kim : Here we are...
Eun Hyuk : I wish I shouldn't send you home..
Kim : Ne ?? waeyo ??
Eun Hyuk : Aniyaaa...I'm just saying... * smiles *
Kim : Yaaaa..what are you thinking right now ?
Eun Hyuk : What ? I'm not thinking anything now...
Kim : Okay ~ I should go in now...need to bring this food to Si Yeong...maybe she feel really hungry ...
Eun Hyuk : Jamkanman ~  * hold my hands *
Kim : What is it, Eun Hyuk ssi ?
Eun Hyuk : Do you really need to do this ?
Kim : Do what ?
Eun Hyuk : Si Yeong...take care of her...she can handle herself, right ?
Kim : Eun Hyuk ssi, why are you saying like that ?
Eun Hyuk : I'm feeling strange nowadays with her...
Kim : Strange ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~
Kim : Eun Hyuk ah, she's gonna be fine...and you gonna be fine...just don't think about it too much, arasseo?
Eun Hyuk : Arasseo  !~ just for you..
Kim : Good oppa ~~!!
Eun Hyuk : Ne ? oppa ?
Kim : Did I say oppa ?
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~ I heard it clearly...
Kim : Hihihi ~ I should go ! Jalga ~~
Eun Hyuk : Jamkanman ~
Kim : Yaaa..again ?!?
Eun Hyuk : You forgot about something ?
Kim : Me ? forgot about what ?



Eun Hyuk : This... * kiss my lips *
Kim : ...... * smiles *
Eun Hyuk : Why are you smiling ? you want one more time ?
Kim : ...... * smiles again *
Eun Hyuk : Here.... * kiss my lips again *
Kim : Jalga...
Eun Hyuk : Hahahaha ~~ mwoyaa ?

When I go out from Eun Hyuk's car...suddenly I saw someone go out from the lift...
It's Si Yeong...alone...

Kim : Si Yeong ahh !!!
Si Yeong : Kim ssi...what are you doing there ?
Kim : Urmm...nothing...
Si Yeong : Huh ? Eun Hyuk ssi....
Eun Hyuk : Si Yeong ah, annyeong !
Si Yeong : Are you coming because of me ?
Eun Hyuk : Ye ??~
Kim : Yeah ~ he's coming to see you whether you already okay or not !
Si Yeong : Omo ~ jinjjayo ? Eun Hyuk oppa so kind...
Eun Hyuk : Oppa ??
Si Yeong : Wae ? can't I ? Eun Hyuk ah, can we go somewhere to eat ? I'm starving !
Eun Hyuk : But Kim already bought something for you to eat...
Kim : Yeah ~ here...a porridge for you...
Si Yeong : Really ? Eun Hyuk ah, can you accompany me to eat ?
Eun Hyuk : Why me ?
Si Yeong : Please....
Kim : Just accompany her, Eun Hyuk ah ! just a moment..
Eun Hyuk : Okay ~
Si Yeong : Yeay !!!

In the lift...

Si Yeong : Eun Hyuk ah, should we watching movies ? * hold Eun Hyuk's arm *
Eun Hyuk : I thought you want me to accompany you to eat ?
Si Yeong : Mwo ?? that's all ?
Eun Hyuk : You want to watch it too, Kim ?
Kim : Maybe not ! I'm tired ...
Si Yeong : Eun Hyuk ah, pleaseeee !!
Eun Hyuk : But I'm a bit busy...
Si Yeong : .......

At our house, Eun Hyuk need to accompany Si Yeong eating....I just go to the room and take a bath...



Si Yeong : Eun Hyuk ah...gwenchana ?
Eun Hyuk : Ne ?? yeah ~~ wae ?
Si Yeong : Aniyaa...look like you don't have a mood...
Eun Hyuk : Gwenchanayo ~ just eat, okay ?
Si Yeong : Ne....
Eun Hyuk : How about you ? are you okay now ?
Si Yeong : Well, I just try to be okay, but deep down inside..I feels really hurt...
Eun Hyuk : You gonna be okay, just trust me...
Si Yeong : Jinjja ? * smiles *
Eun Hyuk : Yeah ~~
Si Yeong : But...I feels okay when you be here with me...

At the door, I heard everything that Si Yeong said...and I just drop the mug on the floor without I realize..

Eun Hyuk : Kim ssi, gwenchana ?
Kim : Mian...I'm so careless... * kneeling to pick up the broken mug *
Eun Hyuk : Let me do that...
Kim : I'm okay ~ just let me do this alone...Oucchhhh ~ hurt my finger *
Eun Hyuk : Yaaa..look at that ! * take his handkerchief and put it on my finger *
Si Yeong : Yaaa Kim ssi, how come you can become so careless ?
Kim : Eun Hyuk ah...I'm okay !
Eun Hyuk : You are not okay...let's go to the sink and wash the blood...
Kim : But...
Eun Hyuk : No excuses ! Si Yeong ah, did you have a hand plaster ?
Si Yeong : Ne ?? yeah ~ I have one..jamkanman ~

Eun Hyuk and me going to the kitchen's sink..He wash my fingers that cut by the broken mug..

Eun Hyuk : Kim ssi, gwenchana ?
Kim : Ne...
Eun Hyuk : Really ?
Kim : ..........
Eun Hyuk : Don't worry ~ I'm not gonna be with her..I want to be with you...
Kim : I think my finger is okay now...thank you ~
Si Yeong : Eun Hyuk ah, here it is...
Eun Hyuk : Gomawo ~

Eun Hyuk put the hand plaster on my finger..and after that, he leaves...
Si Yeong just watching the movies in the living room while me just laying on the bed looking at my fingers...
And suddenly I've got a message from Eun Hyuk...



I kept thinking about you ...
~ AllRiseSilver ~

Mwoyaa ? just go to sleep !
~ FariedaKim ~

Can I sleep with you ?
~ AllRiseSilver ~

Then, you need to come to my house ! Pabo !!
~ FariedaKim ~

Already did...
~ AllRiseSilver ~

That was before...
~ FariedaKim ~

Aniyaa ~ I'm down here at your apartment..didn't going back yet !
~ AllRiseSilver ~

Ye ?~?~?!
~ FariedaKim ~

I got up from my bed and look outside from the window...

Kim : Yaaaa...that pabo !

I go out without Si Yeong knowing since she already feel asleep in front of the television...




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