My 4th Anniversary with Eunhyuk ~!!

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Pelik kan ? suddenly I rajin gila nak update blog...walaupun masa tak mengizinkan...Bila da rajin ni of course la I need to change a bit about my blog kan ? Lagu nak kena buang...Since youtube da tak bagi letak video kecik kat tepi tu..huh ! sedih...

9th March 2009 - 9th March 2013

Okay ~ mesti korang tertanya tanya kenapa I letak title macam tu ? 4th Anniversary ?Meaningg ~?? It's because Sorry Sorry Music Video already been 4 years now..Dan juga I've been loving Eunhyuk since then..sampai la sekarang ni..Hahaha..many people have asking me.."bila la kau nak kahwin ?" "kenapa sampai sekarang kau tak cari BF ?" "macam mana nak kahwin kalau ingat Eunhyuk je ?" Heloooo...I don't care...bila I nak kahwin...kalau da ada jodoh takkan kemana...kalau dapatEunhyuk lagi la 100% tak kesah...kahwin sekarang pon I sanggup...carik BF ye ? urmm..Let me think...susah la nak cari BF yang bagus sekarang ni..I mean bukan semua tak bagus..sebab sebelum I memang ada jumpa sorang yang memang perangai dia makes me fall in love...But...suddenly the way he treat me tu...not acceptable...really ! Ouh yes...macam mana nak kahwin kalau ingat Eunhyuk ? well...I fall in love with him..ottokhae ? I will always and still in loves with him even..

he cheated on me xDD

he going somewhere alone without me...

he take pictures without me..

 he smiling like this...

 he makes me melted seeing this..

his innocent faces..

with his arrogant faces..

his personality...

Everything..I loves everything about him...I really don't care what people will saying about me..saying I'm crazy..yang Eunhyuk confirm not will be with me...if I meet someone like him..okay ~ maybe I can accepted that person..but remember that I will never forget about him...I loves him..he is my first love..urmm..maybe not ! but for me..he is...he's the one for me...

Eunhyuk oppa, I love you...forever !!

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Hang Out with Secret Admirer !

안녕 하세요 !

I'm back again after being hiatus for a long time...
And yeah...a bit busy..whaaaat ? a bit ? aniyaa...it's soo much busy other than anyone else..
But right now...I mean tonight...I have a bit time to update my beloved blog...
I miss you, bloggie...sorry for ignorance that I made...I will never do that again...

Btw...I really feel sad right now...about boys for sure...
It's not I've got cheated by him...but...you know what I mean ?
I'm not good with this love things and what so ever...
But, I met him when he came to my office to do an audit..and I think he's really kind..
Me and him talked about stuffs...about me going to Korea before...

And just like last friday...he whatsapp me because he wants to have a lunch with me..
I just saying yes since I like him for the first day...
Yesterday, we promised to met at Empire Subang to have lunch..
He a bit late since he have an activity at Bukit Jalil called Walk For Life...
But it's okay and I forgive him...the spoiled thing that he makes is he introduced me to his friends...
I don't like his friend since he always talked about the program...that I think I'm not interested with it..
But he kept push and push me to joined with his business...

For a while I met his friends...and we make a decision to go for a lunch..
He choose Teh Tarik Place since he really wants to eat Nasi Kerabu...
Love seeing him eating his food...and before that, I already thinked about how to make a payment..
Should we separated the bills or not ? But he's is really gentlemen...
The thing that I know that he already paid it..so nice, right ?
And we talked a lot about each other...about our family...how we work and so on...
I really love to talked with him if I have another chance...

The time that we going back and he said to me that he will be going to Bukit Jalil again..
To watch football...Malaysia VS Thailand...that time...it's started to rain like crazy..
And I just.. " Alamak ! macam mana nak balik ni ? " and he just said " Takpe..I anta you sampai komuter since I pon nak naik komuter jugak nak pergi Bukit Jalil ". I just okay with that...

In his car going to the komuter station..he talked to me that he doesn't know about my family situation..

Him : I taktau pon keadaan sampai macam tu sekali ?
Me : Yeah..I bukan apa..kadang2 org tak paham apa yang keadaan I..tu yang I sedih sikit..
Him : Maknanya tanggungjawab I untuk you memang besar..
Me : * shocked *

Omo ~ what did he said ? Am I hear it right ? Or I'm just dreaming ? okay...he said that he have a big responsibility for me..but I don't want to take it seriously...
Just the way that he said..he is very a gentlemen..and I know that it's really difficult to find a man like him anymore...a one in a million..I think !
The environment is really romantic...in his car...raining...and we get lost to find the way heading to Subang Station..
After we arrived and park your car at the station, you protected me when we walked to the station...
It's really nice of you lah, dear !

Yaaa...MRI, thanks for the sweet memories ever even I know that's gonna be the first and the last time for us going out together...because you are not mine...will never forget about you at all...

Kamsahamnida !!!

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Atok ~

Hi everyone...
Today got back from work and sleep like a ' oink oink ' because I feel so damn tired !
Okay, jom kite cakap malay je lah for this post kan ? senang !
Even it's about my dearest atok..

Sebenarnye 2nd of June kitorang balik ke Johor sebab atok buat kenduri arwah...
So, ambil cuti awal awal and balik dengan seronok nya sebab da lame tak balik kampung...
Arwah atok gembira sangat masa tu bila semua anak cucu dia balik..heeeee !
Then, because of my brother tak boleh nak amek cuti sebab dia da nak berhenti kerja..
So, terpaksa balik sebelum kenduri malam tu...

So, this is the story...

Next week ahad pagi nye me and my mum tengah siap siap nak pergi Tesco..
Me nak pergi kerja then mama nak beli barang dapur sikit...After that macam pelik sebab mama dapat call from Mak Uda which is jarang sangat mama dapat call pagi pagi macam tu kan ?

Mak Uda : Salam..andak !
Me : Jap ye mak uda ~

Give the phone to my mum...and mase tengah pakai tudung tu, heard my mum nanges...
Okay ~ that time mase tu I da terbayang time my mum dapat tahu pasal my dad...
Keluar dari bilik and asked my mum , kenape nanges ?

Mama : Atokk !
Me : Kenape ngan atok ??
Mama : Atok tak boleh bangun !

Mase tu hanya tuhan je tahu about my feelings ~ but I can't do anything since you know lah kan tempat kerja I ni orang nye takan faham about others problem...
So, I terpakse jugak pergi kerja even my mum mase tu I tengok macam nak pengsan...

After sampai kat tempat kerja, tengah hari tu I called my sister and she said that mama da ikot one of my sepupu going back to Johor...

Esok nya, time kat office my sister called cakap abang nak balik johor...
So, kerja separuh hari and going back to Johor sebab heard that atok condition is really bad ~
Tak singgah or rehat mana mana terus je menuju ke Kluang Hospital...
But before that, abang ingat nak pergi makan dlu...da sampai kat one of kedai mamak...
Me and sister tengah order makanan and my brother try to call my mum...
Tetiba abang cancel kan order tu sebab mama kata atok da teruk takut tak sempat jumpa...
Okay ~ mase tu memang berdebar sangat..takut ~

Sampai je kat hospital and masuk dalam ward...tengok atok and yes ~
My tears falling like no one can't stop...no one ~ It's hurt me sebab baru je rasa tengok atok gelak gelak masa nak kenduri hari tu..Then suddenly saw her laying on the bed can't even move ~ sayu !

But that day, kena balik hari je...malam tu dalam pukul 9pm gerak balik...
Salam tangan atok and kissed her, then heard " Farieda, kerja ? "

Me : Akak tak kerja, tok..sebab akak nak tengok atok !

And also heard my brother said to my atok...

Abang : Atok, abang long balik dulu...Assalamualaikum !
Atok : Waalaikumsalam...

That was the last time I met, I hold, I heard and I kiss atok...

Because lepas tu, I called my mum asked about atok..macam mane sekarang semua kan ?
And dengar my mum cakap yang oksigen and everything yang melekat kt atok semua da tanggalkan..
Then, dengar pulak one day yang atok can't speak..
After a few week, time tu I tengah kerja malam sebab ade stock take kat Tesco...
As on of HR staff, kena la datang untuk support kan ? Second day malam tu, my brother call...

Abang : Ko kat mane ?
Me : Kat tempat kerja...kenape ?
Abang : Urmm..takde pe..kerja elok elok !
Me : Okay ~

Keesokkan hari nya..time tu da nak balik rumah after stock take...baru nak masuk kereta...my brother call lagi...

Abang : Ko kat mane ?
Me : Baru kuar dari office...nak balik rumah da..kenape ?
Abang : Ouh takde..balik la dlu..nanti abang call lagi..
Me : Okay ~

Lepas da sampai rumah, my sister asked me...

Adek : Akak..abang ade call ko semalam ?
Me : Ade..kenape ?
Adek : Dia ade bagitau ape ape tak ?
Me : Urmm..takde pape pon...ape dia ?
Adek : Atok da meninggal...

Okay ~ that time rasa memang sedih sangat..kaki menggigil and can't say any words to my sister...
Just laying on the sofa thinking about what did my sister said but I'm not crying anymore..
Sebab masa ziarah atok kat hospital tu...semua orang suruh I redha kan pemergian atok..
And yes ~ that time I da redha kan pemergian atok...I takmo atok rasa susah nak pergi sebab sume orang sedih tengok dia...

Heard from my cousin that atok kembali ke rahmatullah pada 10;45pm and telah selamat disemadikan pada pkul 2pm keesokkan hari nya...

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Dear Anchovy, Saengil Chukahae =D

Happy Birthday to you..

Happy Birthday to you..

Happy Birthday to my Anchovy..

Happy Birthday to you..

Mesti korang tertanye tanye kan who's Anchovy ?

Ikan bilis pon ade birthday ke ?

A'ah ! Yup !

My ikan bilis yang handsome and funny tu..

I love you, sayang !

Eh ! Jap ! Micky je yang paham 'sayang' tu ape maksud dier..

Anchovy I tak tau, because I called him dear..

Heheh * brangan lagi budak ni *

Heii..ape micky micky ni ? This is not about Micky..

If my anchovy tau tentang ni.. Maybe I'll be punished by him xD

Punish ? Yeahh ! punish kena kawen dengan dia..Hahaha =)

I loikeee ! Berbalik pada soklan tadi..

Who the hell is Anchovy ?

Okay ! Anchovy is my lovely, Lee Hyukjae !

Hell yeahh !!

Who's Lee Hyukjae ? 

Aigoo ~ perlu ke nak explain ? Ye lah. explain la jugak eh ? 

Lee Hyukjae tu Eunhyuk. My first love and always be my love.

Hell yeah ! I admit he's the one that i love most than Micky, Minnie and Baby.

I love you baby ! I do and always do..

p/s : Trend # HyukDay and #asiANCHOVYday at twitter !

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Baby Jjun new song !

Yeah ! At last !

Before this I already make a post about Baby new song, kan ?

Haaa. We will talk about him and his new song tonight.

Btw, I da cerita serba sedikit kan ?

Urm. I thought his new song yang akan popular is 'Girl'.

But. rupe rupe nya another new song. It called 'Oh ! Ah !'

Buleh tahan ah lagu dier. Cume I x berapa paham sangat dier punye MV.

And he already make a come back at M!Countdown, Music Bank, Inkigayo and also Music Core =)

Arghh ! Benci tengok dier bile dier da solo ni.

Ape ape je mv or what ? Mesti ade la pompuan gedik ! X suke tau !

Buleh x kalau tade gurls ? Nyampah ! I jeles tau ?

Okay ! Tanak cerita banyak. This is the MV and also his live performance at Music Bank last friday.

Enjoy !

Kim Hyung Jun - Oh ! Ah ! Music Video =)

Kim Hyung Jun - Girl Music Video =)

Kim Hyung Jun - Oh ! Ah ! Live Performance =)

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Mr. TaffTaff Stories :)

Don't ever love anything too much. 
It will just end up disappointing you.

That's already happened to me right now !

Btw, I baru je balik from aerobic class. Urm. Sangat penat giler, tau ?

Okay ! Ari ni kat gym ade my  ♥ Mr. TaffTaff ♥

Handsome macam biase :)
But. Dapat jumpe sekejap je sebab dier da dtg from 8pm.

Then. I pulak datang at 850pm. 

Haishh ! Kalau tau td dier datang awal. Da lame da I balik2 keje je terus g sane. Hakhak.

X buleh blah dol !

Mase I datang tu dier da nak balik da. Tengok dier macam busy message someone.

Maybe his girlfriend kot. Haaa ? Ape ko cakap ?

Tade tade. Dier tade girlfriend, okay ?

* Tanak terima hakikat *

Urm. x buleh pikir camtu jugak kan ? Maybe dier balik sebab dier da busy nak final exam ke kan ?

Dier kan study lagi. 

Then. after I habis kelas aerobic tu. I cam balik ah kan ?

Tak kan nak dok situ lagi sbb Mr. TaffTaff da tade. Buang mase je :)

Pahtu mase jalan nak kuar tu I cam berangan lak tetibe dier tegur dari belakang segala.

Pahtu cam nak kenal kenal ngan I.

Wahh ! Kan bagus kalau tu betol betol.

Mesti I macam tergamam lelame kat situ. But it's impossible la kan ?

Giler dier tade keje nak tunggu I balik kelas XD

Then. I'll try tu tengok buku lawatan kt pondok pak guard tu.

Ade pulak name dier kat situ. At the same time ade nombor IC dier.

Omagad ! dapat gak tengok birthday dier bile.

910224..blah blah blah..

 Huh ? Wattafak ! Younger 2 years than me ?

Oh ! tidak :) How come ? Camne nak cinta cinta ngan dier ?

Haishhh ! Then. I thought I should be loyal to Eunhyuk, Micky, Minnie and Baby :)

Loyal ke ? Oooyeahh ! 

From the start until now I tak lupe kan diorang even before this I think I already meet my Mr. TaffTaff.

But. I think I'm wrong. He is not my Mr. Perfect ;(

Goodbye Mr. TaffTaff ! Hope we'll meet again.

Adios !

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The Loves of Super Junior-M :)

Hye :) We meet again !

Today I will post something thats not about me.

I'll talk about Super Junior. 
But.bukan group Super Junior yang sampai 10 orang tu.

No no no ! It's about Super Junior jugak but just 8 members.

Hahha. Korang yang da tau tu mesti cam :

Ooohhh ! I see ! Paham sudah !

Hahah. but for korang yang cam :

Eehh ! Ade ke group Super Junior yang 8 orang je ?
Ke group diorang da makin berkurangan sebab Leeteuk and Heechul da masuk army ?

Bukan jugak, okay !

This story is about Super Junior- M. 

Why M ? M is stands for Mandarin. Then the full name is Super Junior Mandarin.

Haaa. Sebab ape mandarin ? This group just sing a mandarin songs.

Bukan la tiru lagu or nyanyi balik lagu orang cina.

Tapi. diorang create a new song then sing la.

Macam biase biase je. Halaa. Tu pon nak kene cakap XD
Okay ! Before this. They already make their comeback with 'TOO PERFECT ' song.

Urmm. da dengar da ? I can tell that is the best song EVER !

But. x sangka lak their next song pon best jugak such as :

+ Love is Sweet +
+ Off My Mind +
+ True Love +
+ My All Is In You +
+ Destiny +

But for me. The song that I like is Love is Sweet and also, Off My Mind.

I love everything about these two song.

Lirik, lagu, the GUYS yang nyanyi lagu ni pon THE BEST ! Ahaks :)

Okay ! will give you the video and korang dengar la sendiri eh ?

But. The song that I recommend is ' LOVE IS SWEET '.

The sweet song ever :)

Enjoy the song,  guys !

Credit to : SHRINX4SiHaeSeason3  :)

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