The Best Part In My Life :)

Woww !

Hari ni hari yang sangat baek untuk aku kot..

Sebab cam minggu ni aku dapat kerja morning..

Then, time aku kerja buleh pulok CER masuk check pe sume, kan ?

Aku and Kak Eira cam da gabra je..

Sebab kalau kantoi ape2 kat cashier kompom la aku yang kene..

Haishhh !

But, alhamdulillah sebab department cashier sume dalam keadaan yang baek :)

Yang paling best this part right here :)

Aku rase bangga sangat dengan diri sendiri..

Sebab sebelum ni aku kerja serba kekurangan..

Semua nya macam x betol bagi boss aku.

Aku x make up, buat kerja lambat..

But, akhirnya dari teguran boss aku..

Aku dapat improve cara kerja aku :)

Because I've got an

" S "

mase CER datang check td..

The most important thing, aku sorang je dapat..

But, bukan aku nak berlagak or something..

Cume aku x sangka..

Aku buat kerja tadi macam biase je kot..

Tapi maybe kat mate specialist tu aku speed

and cara aku prepare barang ikot procedure :)

Then. that's great !

Well, mesti korang tertanye2..

Ape maksud S tu ?

Ape yang bangga sangat dapat S ?

Btw, S tu maksud nye SPEED :)

Aku buat kerja laju and ikot procedure yang ditetapkan !

Thanks to Kak Anis jugak..

Sebab dier jugak yang ajar aku pasal department cashier ni :)

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Triple S ;)

Triple S ? Beast ?

Kalau triple S kenape video Doojoon & Dongwoon, kan ?

Hahaha. if I write triple S is not all about SS501..

Fyi, It's a ' Sweet Sad Song '.

Got it ? dapat kan ? paham ? understand ? arasseo ?

Hah !

Btw, I'm addicted with this song today :)

Cam tetibe nak dengar kalau buleh sampai tertido.

SWEET SAD SONG !

Kenape sweet ? kenape sad ? kenape song ?

Hahaha :D

Song tu lagu la kan ? kalau tatau jugak aku tatau la kan nak ckp ape..

Then, kenape sad ?

Sebab lagu dier cam mendayu dayu gitu :'(

Nak pulak bile dengar buleh tangkap leleh jugak la..

Cam teringat pulak cinta yang lame lame tu.

Lastly, kenape sweet ?

Dengar je la eh ? Malas nak explain pnjangpnjang..

Nanti buleh terus buat essay kat sini..

The lyric that I love :

'When the door closes, when the image of you disappears,

I'll probably spend the day in tears, because of the memories with you'

'Even if it's the end, I don't want to show my tears'

' My heart has become weak, before I can be with you again'

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Wae ?

Jigeum dangsineun naega eolmana hwaga ara ?

Dae..

Naega dangsine daehae malhaneungeoya...
Nan jeongmal dangsinege hwaga na !
Je eomma, geulaeseo dasineun yeonlaghaji maseyo jebal..
Arraseo ?

Dangsineun uliui duege neomu hwaga wae?
Uligai jeon amugeosdo jalmoshan ge eobseo ..

Geu ttaemune geugeoseun uriwa hamkke dangsineul hwanage mandeul geongayo ?

Jebal !

Ulido geuleul johahaji anha ..

Nan geuleul gwihaui mesijileul ilgeul ttae ..

Geuligo, geuga jinsimeuro dangsineul saranghaji algo ..

Ttohan simjieo geuneun chinguro chugahaji anhseubnida ..

Geuneun jinsimeuro dangsineul algo sipdamyeon ...

Geuleom geuga dangsineul chugahaeyahago ,
Geugeoseun gwaenchanheulgeoya !!

Geuligo hangaji deo ..

Nangmanjeogin munjaleul sayonghaji masibsio ?

Geugeoseun jeongmal yeoggyeobda eotteon sarameun
dangsincheoreom naie jjajeungnaneunde ..

Nae maleun dangsineul sangcheomyeon mian haeyo ...
Hajiman naui jinjeonghan neukkimiya ..

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Ottokhae ?

What should I do ?
Its really crazy if I think about it..
I shouldn't in ♥ with him..
Sebab maybe aku suka dengan orang yang salah..
I mean he is not really a straight person..
Adoyai !
Senang cerita dia ni lembut semacam la babe :D
And he also da lebih kepada keperempuanan..
Eh ! betol ke ape yang aku cakap ni ?
But...
Aku da suka kat dia ni...
Camne ?
Kenape aku buleh suke kat dia eh ?
Pelik betol la..
I should love someone yang macam Mr.VIU ke ? Eun ke ?
Baby ke ? Micky ke ? HS ke ? JH ke ? kan kan ???
Tapi..
Apesal tetibe cam suka kat orang yang lembut macam 'dia' tu ?
Ottokhae? Ottokhae ?
Da tentu2 dia tu takan suka kat perempuan or ladies cam aku ni..
Ekekek :)
Ape gelak2 ? betol la aku perempuan..
Da ah ! makin aku fikir..
makin sayang lebih pulak :(

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My Diploma Convocation :)

21st November 2010 is the best day ever for me :)

because it is my Convocation day !

X sangka rase nye da nak dekat setahun aku tunggu..
at last dapat jugak aku merasa naek pentas amek scroll pe sume tu..
sangat best :)
but yang sedih sikit tu aku x dapat bunge from my family..
but it's okay !
sebab ade satu berita gumbira utk kite sume..
maybe just for me sahaja kot !!
My mum tetibe cam kasik aku nak sambung blaja balik tau !
Siap cakap kalau aku sambung kat UNISEL tu nnt aku nak amek ape..
Then, you know what ?
sebelom ni and before aku finish study pon aku mmg nak amek HR..
HR tu singkatan untuk Human Resources..
and kalau aku dapat smbung study..
aku mmg berjanji aku nak blaja betol2..
sbb nanti kalau ade rezeki aku nak sambung kat Korea..
heheh :)
Btw, this is the picture that I've taken after finish the Convocation event..
Hope you enjoy the picture even tade la menarik sangat...
but, this is my day,aite ?
biarlahhh !

That's all for now :)
Just wait for my 2nd Convo for my Degree..
InsyaAllah !


Jjun : Congrats Aegiya :)
Micky : Congratulations my dear !
Eunhyuk : Jagi ! Chukahaeyo :)
Minnie : Congrats ! Listen to my new song, just for you :)
HyunSeung : Nae sarang ! Chukahaeyo :D *popo*

Kim Eunda : Thanks to all my babes :)

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So sad :(

Bloggie !
I'm so sad last night..
and even today also...
You know what ?
Sume kawan aku skang smbung study..
And I also want to continue my study..
I told my mom about this..
and jawapan dier sangat menyakitkan hati and menyedihkan aku..
mane tak nye..
ingat kan dier balas laen tau !
rase nye x terlintas kat pikiran aku yang mak aku akan cakap cmtu...
;(
aku pon tatau nak tulis camne...
Everytime I remember her words..
YES !
my tears falling down..
again, again and again...
Even I look at my Convocation Robe...
My tears also falling down..
Dear papa,
You know what ?
I wish that you were here right now..
I want to tell you everything about my happy time about this Convocation...
sebab mama cam x suke je akak konvo..
siap cakap time akak konvo nanti..
x masuk tengok akak amek scroll pon tape..
akak tau pa akak x pandai macam abang, angah and adik,..
tp asal kan akak da abes study n tade langsung repeat...
akak tau sebab akak smbung blaja ari tu..
duet mama abes cepat..
tu sebab mama kalau buleh tanak akak abeskan duet mama lagi...
tape la pa...
akak paham..
akak ni x pandai...
;'(

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Yes ! It's True :)

And YES !
It's true that I'm in love with HIM !!!!
Please god !!
Can you get him for me ??
I'd promise I'll not look at another man !!

I dunno why I don't feel peaceful like before..
I always think of him ;D
You know what, bloggie ?
I met him again without our uniform ;)
At that time, he was with our leader..
But, that's not gonna disturb us to talk and walk together..
( Jalan sesame kat pasar malam )
Sweet kan ??
Even he is younger than me..
It's too late I think..
because I already in love ♥
Can you see it ?
I swear AGAIN that I'm not gonna look at another boy..
BUT...
I'm not saying that I 'll forget my Jjun, Minnie, Chunnie and Hyukkie ♥ ♥
There are my boys forever and ever..
I'm just saying that I'll not look at another Malay boy :)

p/s : Awakkk ! saya sayang sangat kat awak :)

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Air Tin Air Milo :D

Hye Bloggie :)
Da baru nampak ?
Hehehe !
Suke giler tengok blog aku yang da siap ni..
Ari tu kan under maintenaince..

Urmm..
saje je nak cite satu kesah :)
Aku suke sangat kat budak tu..
Wlupon dier tu muda dari aku..
tapi aku tatau la..
dier layan aku baek sangat !!
walaupun dier x banyak cakap dengan aku..
But, ade satu incident yang memang aku x buleh lupe kan..
even kalau aku fikirkan sekarang ni pon..
aku akan rase terharu or ' in love '..
x dapat nak bagitau my feelings tu in words..
:)
Maybe if I tell to someone else..
Diorang will think that I am crazy or perasan :)
It's okeh !
I'll not tell anybody about this..
But maybe I will tell to my bestfriend, Ziera a.k.a Kyura shi..
kan Ziera kan ?
ko je yang sanggup dengar luahan hati aku :)
And you will be the first person that will heard this story..
Arghhh ! I'm in love with him..
' him ' tu sape ?
heheh ! mane buleh bagitau babe..
even kat dalam blog ni pon..
nanti orang laen bace..
and kantoi sudah !!
It'll be my bestfriend and mine secret :)

Annyong !!!!

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I Miss You So Muchhh ;)

This is Micky Yoochun ♥ ♥
Sebelum ni aku suke sangat ngan dier ;)
And you know why ?
sebab dier sangat ensem, cute, romantic and caring person..
Even aku pon x pernah jumpe dier,
but I know sebab aku dulu selalu ikot perkembangan dier.
and of course aku tengok cara or style dier dari variety shows.
With my friends like Kim Kyu Ra and Heo Sun Hi.
Aku cakap Micky ni just my ex Bf..

Sebab ade la sorang minah ni berebut Micky ni ngan aku.
dalam chat, aku yang letak dulu name micky...
tetibe dier pulak yang sibuk..
cakap aku amek laki dier ah ape sume segala..
aku macam malas ah kan nak cakap ngan dier, nak bgaduh pe sume..


So, minat aku kat Micky ni pon makin berkurangan..
Dalam erti kate laen, aku break up ngan Micky.
Pergi la kat pompuan giler tu :(
Sedih tu sedih ah jugak kan ?
Seb bek la aku dpt pengganti ;D
Hahaha ! ramai ah jugak kan ?
Cam Baby Jjun and Minnie ;)

Then, you know what ?
Skarang ni aku minat balik kat Micky..
Aku pon tatau macam mane aku buleh suke balik kat dier..
Maybe sebab skarang dier makin ensem ?
urmmm..aku pon tatau..
memang aku tatau !
Sumpah !
;D

p/s : Yoochun ahh ! I love you and miss you ;) Muuahh !

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Release Tension ;)

-16th Oct 2010-

Dear Bloggie,
hari ini hari yang seronok sangat,
sebab saya dapat hang out, makan makan, borak borak,
tengok wayang dan shoping shoping bersama BFF tersayang ;)

Then,
wayang yang kitorang pilih pon x salah..
sebab crite dier sangat best
walaupun sekadar crite kartun..



Ni ah cite dier..
tajuk cite ni,
The Legend Of Guardians : The Owl of Ga'Hoole
Burung burung hantu ni sume sangat comel..
ase macam nak bawak balik je..
heheh ;D



Btw, nak kenal kan ?
this is my BFF yang tersayang tu..
kitorg kenal mase same same blaja kat UNISEL dulu..
heheh ;)
alaaa..UNISEL yang dunia baru tu..
urmm..skang ni kitorang da ade arah masing masing...
aku and fyza da keje..
eija and ziera pulak still blaja lg..
but kitorg ni sumenye kat tempat laen laen..
cian kan kitorang ?
urmm..
walau jauh macam mane pon..
kitorg still buleh jumpe...
cume x slalu macam mase kitorang blaja dulu ah, kan ?
yang penting, asal jumpe je..
kitorang mesti plan nak tengok wayang..
:D

P/s : Thanks to BFF tersayang sebab sudi lagi kuar ngan aku ni ;(
then, dapat jugak aku release kan tension aku ni..
walaupun kite just jumpe dalam mase yang x brpe nak lame ;)
Miss korang sume !
Jumpe lagi, tau ?

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21st Birthday ;)

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to Kim Eunda,
Happy Birthday to me ! ;)

Today is 29th August..
And it's my 21st birthday ;)
I can't told my wish here..
because its secret lol
xD


Baby Joon ! That's my cake ;)
Don't you ever blow up the candle before me, arasseo ?
And your birthday is already passed...
Hehehe xD

You know what, bloggie ?
I have a few present that I want from my family :p

From my dad : Nothing much ;( I just want you to be happy there.
From my mum : I want my Iphone 3G back ;( miss my baby Micky.
From my 1st brother : Can you buy me SS3 ticket ? ;D
From my 2nd brother : Can you repair my beloved Dell Lappy ?
From my sister : Right now ! nothing that I want from her ;) you are lucky !
From Baby Joon : Jagiya ! Can you married me and love me forever ? cause I love you so much. ;)

Hahaha ;)

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The day has come again ;)

I just found this picture in my lappy ;)
And something that catch my eyes...
It's 28th August 2005 in the picture...
And today is 28th August 2010...
It has been 5 years now ;)
This picture is one day before my birthday..

And I need to tell you something, bloggie !
Last night, I dreamt about my dad again..
I remember something that I said to him ;(
" Papa, akak tanak papa tinggalkan akak lagi tau ?"
And my dad answered me :
" Okay ! Papa x tinggalkan akak lagi "
;(

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Good news ;)

Annyeong ;)
Good news from GDE..
They already announce the new date for Kim Hyung Joon Fan Meeting in Malaysia..

Date : 9th October 2010, Saturday
Time : 2.30pm - 5.00pm
Venue : Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre, Plenary Hall

Yeahhh !!
I can't wait to meet him this october ;)

* Aegiya ;) Saranghae !
xD

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Baby Boo ♥

Full name : Kim Hyung Joon

Dob : 3rd August 1987

This is my hero Joon ♥

I love him so much...

Don't you ever take him away from me..

I'll kill you if you do that, okay ?

Why I love him ??

I don't know why...

I love anything about him..

His smiles, personality, aegyo, voices and etc..

xD

*Jagiya ! Yeongwonhi saranghae ;)

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4 years with memories ~

August 13th 2006..

That's the last time I met my dad..

and now..

It's been 4 years now since my dad passed away

because of heart attack...

Papa...

I miss you so much...

T_T

You know what, papa ?

I already got my 1st job..

Although, the job is not really suits for me..

but I'll always try my best !

Hwaiting !

I love you forever papa ♥

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♥ One Fine Spring Day ♥

Thanks Ryeowook oppa~

It's such a beautiful, romantic and sweet song ever...

This song will be my latest favourite song...

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A warm wind is blowing like it was that night

The flowers you lovingly planted have bloomed

before I know it spring has come again

I still want to deeply sleep like it's winter

You are so very far, so very far

To be honest I miss you every day

Even the very small, very small trivial things

Make me think of you every day

Your comforting scent fills the room

In the flowers scattered around

Because I'm afraid one day I won't be able to feel it

I want to take hold of even the air that you were in

You are so very far, so very far

To be honest I miss you every day

Even the very small, very small trivial things

make me think of you every day

A day becomes months

It seems that even in my heart too a new spring has come...

You are in such a far away, far away, far off place

I believe to you every day is spring

On a far off day, a very far off future, if you see me again

Tell me we were always together

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I'll dedicate this beautiful song for only U my Hyukkie~

I don't care what people might say about me...

The important thing is I'll always love U...

am I crazy??yes...I'm crazy about HIM...

and am I romantic??

just when I'm with someone that I love so much like HIM...

since when I love HIM??

since I saw HIM dance in sorry sorry music video...

and I want to know more about HIM~

(^.^)V

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Message from my Hyukkie ♥

this is Eunhyuk message for Super Junior ELF fans...

Sungmin oppa pon sibuk kacau Eunhyuk dlm ni..

hahaha...kesian my Monkey kne kacau..

x buleh idop senang lgsung kan Hyukkie?

ekekeke....

for Ziera~jage laki ko elok2..

kacau laki aku nak bcakap pon x senang...

hahaha...

*kidding*

and for the rest yg dengar message ni..dengar je tau..jgn tgk chocolate abs Eunhyuk byk sangat...hahaha...nnt saya jeles~

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