Happy Father's Day !

Hello everyone ~ I'm back !!

And if you guys know today is Father's Day, right ?

Have you celebrate it with your dad ?

I bet you all already did ^_^  I want to wish too..

Happy Father's Day to my beloved papa and all dad around the world =)

Btw, my dad passed away 6 years ago because of an heart attack..

He passed away at Bukit Ketil, Kedah when me and my family stayed at Simpang Rengam, Johor..

The thing that makes me really sad is..

He passed away on 13th August 2006 and..

He can't celebrated my 17th birthday on 29th August 2006..

Since then, I really miss him a lot..

me and my dad at Pontianak, Indonesia Barat.

Dear papa, I wish I can say Happy Father's Day to you one more time..

I really love and miss you so much..only god know my feelings toward you..

Even sometimes you makes me and family sad about what had happened before..

But my love for you will never ever disappeared..

You will always be in my mind no matter what ~

I love papa - ALFATIHAH -

the day when we celebrated my dad's birthday at Tennamaram Estate.

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Inspired by Sung Bong Choi !

Well, I'm gonna share something that I think a part of us already knows..

Knows about my post when you saw Sung Bong's named in the title...

I saw this video a few weeks ago at Beautifulnara.com..

A sited that I always opened when I want to knows about Malaysian artist..

Then, I spotted about Sung Bong's story there...

The things that I really excited is when someone talked about Korea...

I love everything that related with Korea =)

After that, I'm trying to play the video that the sites share to us..

He have a hard time since young..ㅠㅠ
Going to the orphanages since 3 years old..
When he ran away from that orphanages at 5 years old where he always been beaten up..
Since then, he have a troubled life when he need to selling gums and energy drinks..
I'm crying so hard when he started singing..I can feel the way he feel that times..
I just want to give him a HUGE HUG ㅠㅠ
What a beautiful voices that he has and he still thinking that he's not good enough ?
Btw, the song that he sang is ' Nella Fantasia '
In english its called ' In My Imagination '
This is the lyric in english...

Im my imagination I see a right world,
Where everybody lives in piece and honesty,
I dream of souls always free,
Full of humanity deep inside,


In my imagination I see a clear world,
the night is less dark over there,
I dream of souls always free,
like clouds which fly full of humanity,


In the imagination there is a hot wind,
which blows on cities, as a friend,
I dream of souls always free,
like clouds which fly,
full of humanity deep inside.

Lastly, I just want to say HWAITING to Sung Bong..
Whatever happens, I will always support you...
I think there are more people that will always prayed for your success...

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Feelings ~

Last night I try to tell my brothers about the Korean classes tu..

Then. tetibe my sis in law came out with a brilliant idea and I love it =)

You know what ? dier cakap..

Kak Huda : Ape kate akak g korea tu then carik keje kat sane and
at the same time buleh blaja bahasa korea jugak..

And I think it's quite good though since I really love Korea..

But..how about tempat tinggal kat sane ? Takan nak tinggal kat tepi jalan kan ?

And then my second bro tell me that kite buleh try contact malaysian student yg study kt sane..

ask about homestay segala la kan ? Of course la mmg stiap tmpt akan ade homestay..

Yeahh !! That's great !!

Suddenly my sis in law cakap..

Kak Huda : Tapi nanti akak kat sane duduk sorang2 la kan ? Mane ade family sume..

Whatever it is.. I want that opportunity..

X kesah la about family or what ?  

Sebab kalau I stay with them pon but they treat me like a hollowman..

Everything that I tell or ask sume macam don't even care..

Nak kena dengar about their opinion je.

How about mine ? Do you cares about mine ?

Tade kan ? Not even once..

I want to continue my study pon macam susah sangat nak bagi..

Okay ! Not macam..but memang !

Yeahh ! I know I tak genius like others.. I'll get it.

That's why la susah nak bagi I sambung kan ?

You know what ? I can't stand it anymore..

Yes ! I'm sure I can't..

No one can understand my feelings right now..

Even my family or friends.. I don't know..

They always tell me to sabar, sabar and sabar !

Nahhh ! I dunno what to say anymore..

This trials is really big to me. Mianhae...

;'(

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Tension !

Arghhh ! Tension nye !

Ingat kan hari ni will be okay la kan ?

Tapi macam b*llsh*t. You think that you tu orang atasan I takut la konon eh ?

Pooodahhh ! Jangan nak suruh orang laen perfect kalau kau tu pon x perfect, arasseo ?

Please give an example kalau kau tu perfect sangat ! 

Give me ten reason ! Huh ! 

X perfect mane pon, kau tu da la pendek, gemuk lak tu.

Pahtu ade hati nak kutuk and hina orang.

Hey, orang tua ! 

Please la behave yourself. and sedarlah diri kau tu da tua.

Buat cara orang tua ! Ade paham ?

Jangan sebab benda kecik pon kau ank heboh depan semua orang !

Tu bukan tegur tau ! Tu menghina name nye..

You know what ? Depan orang ramai ! ORANG RAMAI !!!

Kau hina aku macam I ni tade perasaan, macam I ni robot.

Jangan ingat aku kerja bawah ko, ko buleh buat macam2 kat aku.

Aku bukan hamba kau tau ! 

Perangai cam firaun ! Kau tu kat tempat kerja memang sesuai aku panggil firaun.

Dulu aku buleh tahan lagi, tapi sekarang no way man !

Ko da melebih sangat da tu.

Ko nak aku berhenti kan sebenarnye ?

Okay ! I will.. Just wait and see !

Kenape kau nak berhenti. kak ? Carik la kerja laen dulu..

Da dapat kerja laen pahtu baru la buleh berhenti.

IKUT RASA BINASA ! IKUT HATI MATI !

Hey ! Aku sanggup mati la dari aku kena kerja kat situ !

Kau x paham ape yang aku rasa mase kerja kat situ.

Maybe kau akan cakap..

Biasa la tu. Kat tempat kerja mana mana pun ade orang macam tu.

And you know what ?

Cube rase dulu kerja kat situ.. Baru la buleh tau macam mane perasaan aku !

Orang laen takkan paham. 

Aku penat la asyik kena marah, kena hina.

Walaupun bukan salah aku, aku just buat benda yang selalu aku buat pon kena marah.

Cukup la banyak kali aku nanges sebab kerja kat situ.

Dah x tahan da asal balik kerja or what ? Aku mesti nanges =(

Kalau aku kena marah tapi dapat gaji superb tape la kan ?

Tapi macam HARAMM !!!

Kalau kena marah and hina depan orang ramai..

Siapa je yang tahan macam tu ?

Ape yang aku buat semua x betol !

APA SALAH AKU ? AKU NAK TAU APE SALAH AKU ?

Sabar je la eh ? The problem is aku bukan penyabar orang nye.

And even aku da try sabar pon but it's over my limit right now.

Aku da buat keputusan and no one will ever kacau keputusan aku untuk resign.

Please just once ! Respect my decision ! Jebal !

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Oooyeahh ! It's unFAIR :(

Btw, I tade la bad mood or sad mood segala sangat hari ni.

But. when I read my mum's blog and she talking about going abroad.

And I read it and at the same time I listening to :

Talking To The Moon by Bruno Mars :)

I think I'm gonna cry. * da nanges da pon actually *

Okay ! Talking about going abroad tu.

It's not my mum will going abroad and leave me here alone.

Na'a ah ! It's about my sibling. You know that I have 4 siblings termasuk I, kan ?

The truth is my life is not FAIR at all !

Ye la kan ? I ade future jugak and I have a dream. A big dream pon. ;(

But why my family macam tanak bagi I capai my dream tu ?

It's not fair ! x fair langsung !

Lagi lagi my older brother. I nak sangat sambung belajar.

It's such an easy request ? But why susah sangat nak bagi ?

Bukan I mintak nak belajar like my 2nd brother tu.

Sampai Ph.D segala. I'm just asking to continue study until Degree je pon.

But. he just like :

Akak ! kalau da tanak kerja kat KFC tu. try ah carik kerja laen.

Cube try STARBUCK ! x pon try mintak kt MAYBANK ke ? 

No ! I tanak kerja. I nak belajar lagi.

Can you just understand ? Understand my feelings.

My feelings when I'm looking my others friend continue study.

If diorang smbung Master or what I x kesah sangat !

Sebab I x terfikir lgsung nak smbung sampai macam tu skali.

I know my limits. I takan mampu sampai ke tahap tu.

It's not fair at all kalau my sis dapat smbung degree and I'm not !

Tipu ah kalau I nak continue and you said that you don't have the money ?

But. what about my sis ?

Ade je duet, kan ? I know lah your true reason.

I know that I tak lah cerdik plus pandai or smart like uollss.

But. I'll try my best ! 

Mintak for continue my studies. That's all I want right now.

Jebal ! ;'(

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Eunhyuk always in my HEART :'(

* my sweet monkey, Hyukjae *

Annyeong guys !
Mesti korang tertanye tanye kan why my caption just like sedih semacam.
Hahaha. Nothing happen la. :)
Okay ! The truth is about my Muzika tu. You know what I mean, right ?
Halaa.. meaning kalau cam korang bukak my blog ni kan tetibe ade lagu.
And you guys just like ' Eh ! lagu ape tu ? sedap nye ! '
( Okay ! maybe not all of you guys suke lagu ni )
But. who cares ? It's my favorite song.
( Erghh ! banyak betol lagu favourite budak ni kan ? )
Hahahah. Mesti la. Korang pon mesti banyak lagu favourite kan ?
Okay ! Back to the right post.
The song that played 24 hours in my blog is from Eunhyuk. ( My sweetheart )
Btw, the original track is from Nell the Korean Indie Band.
But, Eunhyuk sing it again at Sukira Kiss The Radio for the last time.
I'm not telling you that he will leave Sukira forever but just for temporarily reason.
Because he will be busy about his Suju- M promotion.
You know right that he already become a part of the Suju-M member :)
But. don't worry. He will come back again and being EunDJ for us.
Love him always. Will post the english translation for this song tomorrow.
Jalga :D

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Tired. Hungry. Headache.

Oohhhemmjay !

I'm tired about everything lah :(

Rase macam nak ikut je papa I.

Baru lah hidup I ni aman damai. Maybe x aman sangat kat ' SANA '.

But yang penting I tade sibuk nak fikir about the problem kat dunia ni..

Stress at the workplace and also at home !

I thought going home can chileks my mind about the work.

But I definitely wrong ! Yes ! I'm wrong !

So so wrongg, arasseo ?

Because the problem at home is very BIG than at my workplace.

100% sure !

Oppas ! Ottokhae ? Nan ottokhae ?

Ottokhae munjeleul haegyeolhagi wihae ?

Sebab kan problem2 ni semua I thought that's why I have a headache :(

Oppa ! Can you just take me away from where I am right now ?

Take me away from my workplace and also my home !

I just want to be with one of you guys.

Puhhliss !! I'm begging you !

Please bring me to Hanguk ! I hate to be here anymore.

:(

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Triple S ;)

Triple S ? Beast ?

Kalau triple S kenape video Doojoon & Dongwoon, kan ?

Hahaha. if I write triple S is not all about SS501..

Fyi, It's a ' Sweet Sad Song '.

Got it ? dapat kan ? paham ? understand ? arasseo ?

Hah !

Btw, I'm addicted with this song today :)

Cam tetibe nak dengar kalau buleh sampai tertido.

SWEET SAD SONG !

Kenape sweet ? kenape sad ? kenape song ?

Hahaha :D

Song tu lagu la kan ? kalau tatau jugak aku tatau la kan nak ckp ape..

Then, kenape sad ?

Sebab lagu dier cam mendayu dayu gitu :'(

Nak pulak bile dengar buleh tangkap leleh jugak la..

Cam teringat pulak cinta yang lame lame tu.

Lastly, kenape sweet ?

Dengar je la eh ? Malas nak explain pnjangpnjang..

Nanti buleh terus buat essay kat sini..

The lyric that I love :

'When the door closes, when the image of you disappears,

I'll probably spend the day in tears, because of the memories with you'

'Even if it's the end, I don't want to show my tears'

' My heart has become weak, before I can be with you again'

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Happy Birthday, Daddeyh !

Annyeong !

Just want to share something..

I think this is the first time ever that I upload my daddeyh picture, kan ?

Btw, 13 January is my dad's birthday :)

Happy Birthday, papa ! Love U ! Miss U !

I thought kalau my dad still alive lagi..

Umur dier skang da 57 years old..

Wahhhh :) But still look young.ehe.

I think this picture took from my dad's phone :)

And I never thought that I have his picture in my lappy.

For papa :)

I love U,pa. always do and always will !

Happy 57th Birthday !

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하느님만이 아는 !

Huh !

Pening kepala tau fikir macam2 masalah yang datang..

Urmm..

Sebenarnya bende ni cam private sikit..

X sesuai cerita kat sini..

Tapi..aku nak luahkan jugak kat sini..

But with hangul :)

Can arr ?

geugeoseun naege chunggyeog sosig..

jigeumeun je eommaga hangsang noteubugeul sayonghago sipeossneunji..

geunyeoneun hangsang geu meongcheongiwa chaeting.

geuligo uri eommaga geu namjaege geunyeoui nache sajineul bonaengeoya?

ottokhae oppa !

geu meongcheongiga uri eommaui insaengeul mangchyeosseo ..

geuneun simjieo geunyeoleul saranghaji anhneun ...

an ara? geuneun danji dangsingwa hamkke nolgo sipeo?

naega dangsini igeose daehae, heo uisighagehalyeomyeon eotteohgehaeyahanayo?

geuligo geu namja .. uli eommaga gage haejuseyo ..

geunyang naebidwo animyeon naega neol jugilgeoya,arasseo ?

Fuhhh !

Penat tau nak translate kan ke Hangul...

Even bende ni aku da luahkan..

But still aku x puas hati lagi..

huargghhh ! ottokhae oppa ?

Just bring me to Hanguk !

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Scary Movie *_*

Hari ini aku kerja macam biase..
Masuk kerja pukul 9 pagi..
Then balik pukul 6 ptg..
Tanak cerita pasal kerja..sebab rase nye benda sume same je :)

Btw, td tepat pukul 6 ptg..
My mum and my sis fetch me from work..
Tatau la tetibe je da datang kan ?
Aku pon ade la alasan nak balik cepat sume..
Then, after that mama, adek and ak pegi MK..
Konon nak makan roti naan ah kan ?
Sedap wooo !
:D

Pas da makan makan sume..
Kitorang balik la rumah..
Aku pon da samapi rumah tu terus naek masuk blik..
Konon nak online la kan ?
Nak check facebook sebab Bayu kate nak approve aku :)
Hehehe...
Tapi ntah macam mane aku tetido tanpa mandi and cuci kaki..

* part ni seram sikit*
Aku tatau la ni betul ke x..
Btw, bende ni macam real but bile pikir balik sbenanye aku cam mimpi..
Ntah la ! Aku pon tatau la kan ?
Kalau korang bace pndai2 la korang fikir..
Urmm..
camni cerita dier..
Macam yang sbelom ni la kan ?
Aku tengah sedap2 online tetibe tetido pulak..
Then, aku rase macam ade bende kacau aku..
So, aku bangun terus pergi bilik mama..
Konon nye nak tido ngan mama la kan..
Mase aku baring..
Mama pandang arah laen..aku pon pandang arah laen..
Cam pandang arah bertentangan la ni..
Aku pon tido balik..
Tetibe aku rase cam ade bende lagi kacau aku..
Aku nak toleh kat mama but x buleh..
Macam ade bende yang hempap..
Pastu yang mcm merepek tu ade pulak member KFC aku datang masuk bilik mama..
Cakap ngan mama yang dier nak ajak aku kuar..
At the same time, sbenanye mmg ari ni kak eira ajak aku kuar g funfair..
Aku buleh dengar ape yang mama cakap ngan kak eira..
But, aku x buleh nak toleh mane2 lgsung..
Aku nak sebut ape2 pon x buleh..
Lepas kak eira balik..
Aku cam berani kan diri jugak nak bangun sume..
Walaupun aku rase takut giler..
Dalam hati aku just dapat ucap 'Astaghfirullahalazim ' je..
Last2 aku cube jerit panggil mama..
Walaupun macam tersekat sekat..
Tapi aku tetap panggil jugak..
Nak suruh mama tolong aku dari kene kacau..
So, lastly..
Aku dapat jugak lawan and toleh kat tempat laen..
After that, aku pandang sekeliling rupe2 nye aku kat bilik aku sendiri..
Tapi, mase tu aku memang berpeluh sakan,
meremang bulu roma and macam terkejut pon ade..
Then, tanpa buang mase aku lari pergi ke bilik mama..
Aku cerita kan semua ape yang berlaku..
Pastu mama cakap sebab nye maybe aku balik2 x basuh kaki..
Then mesti ade bende ikot aku balik..
Aku cam takut ah kan..
Sebab diorang cakap kat KFC tu mmg ade ' bende '..
Tapi..
Aku tatau la..aku memang takut sangat sangat..
And sampai sekarang aku takut lg nak masuk kt bilik aku tu..
Ottokhae ??

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Wae ?

Jigeum dangsineun naega eolmana hwaga ara ?

Dae..

Naega dangsine daehae malhaneungeoya...
Nan jeongmal dangsinege hwaga na !
Je eomma, geulaeseo dasineun yeonlaghaji maseyo jebal..
Arraseo ?

Dangsineun uliui duege neomu hwaga wae?
Uligai jeon amugeosdo jalmoshan ge eobseo ..

Geu ttaemune geugeoseun uriwa hamkke dangsineul hwanage mandeul geongayo ?

Jebal !

Ulido geuleul johahaji anha ..

Nan geuleul gwihaui mesijileul ilgeul ttae ..

Geuligo, geuga jinsimeuro dangsineul saranghaji algo ..

Ttohan simjieo geuneun chinguro chugahaji anhseubnida ..

Geuneun jinsimeuro dangsineul algo sipdamyeon ...

Geuleom geuga dangsineul chugahaeyahago ,
Geugeoseun gwaenchanheulgeoya !!

Geuligo hangaji deo ..

Nangmanjeogin munjaleul sayonghaji masibsio ?

Geugeoseun jeongmal yeoggyeobda eotteon sarameun
dangsincheoreom naie jjajeungnaneunde ..

Nae maleun dangsineul sangcheomyeon mian haeyo ...
Hajiman naui jinjeonghan neukkimiya ..

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Aigoo ~~

Haishh...

Ingat tadi nak balik sesame kan ?

Rupe2 nye Mr.VIU kena extend kerja pulak..

Kalau tau awal2 mesti aku x punch kad..

ekeke :)

Just kidding..

Sekarang ni..saya da tade sangat perasaan sayang and suka kat dia macam dulu..

Sebelum ni x buleh kalau x tengok muka dia..

It's great la kan ?

because he already have someone special..

Why should I disturb him..

It's not good for my health..

Kan da demam sekarang ni ??

Sape nak tanggung ?

Aiyokkk !!

To his girlfriend : Please take care of my boyfriend :D

Jage dia elok elok tau !

Jangan buat dia marah or sedih..

Just make him happy all the times..

Arasseo ?

* Kompom arasseo tu dia x paham*

Ekekek :)

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U hurts ME, Mr.VIU =(

It Hurts by 2NE1

Btw, its my favorite song right now..
Still listening to it =(
Because right now my ♥ hurts so much...
when I found out that my Mr.VIU already have someone special..
Today, I try to avoid him..
I mean I don't want to talk with him, laugh with him or what so ever :(
But I can't..
What should I do ?
Please bloggie, can U help me ?
Just make me love someone else !

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My Pre Convo :)

Annyeong ! This is me, Kim Eunda :)
Hehehe, mase ni dalam perjalanan ke UNISEL..
sebab ade rehearsal for my Convo !
AT LAST !!
Sampai jugak hari Convo aku ni tau !
Lame giler tunggu dari tahun lepas..





Well, for your information..
Nak kenal kan lagi skali..
This is my GFF :)
Her name is Syafyza Zakaria..
We called her as Fyza !
Btw, dier ni lambat datang ari tu..
menyebabkan kitorang terpakse dok bersila kat dalam dewan..
But, it's okay la kan ?
sebab sangat seronok !!

And, this is Kharleeja Hamdan :)
We called her as Eija..
Hehehe..
Btw, mase 1st sampai depan dewan tu..
Aku jumpe dier ni dulu ah !
Lepak2 ngan dier depan dewan tunggu Fyza and Ziera :)
For your information lagi..
Dier ni bawah aku setahun..
tapi ape ade kesah kan ?
Sahabat x mengenal usia..










Hehehe :)
Rase nye x payah nak kenal kan lagi kot..
Bloggie..
You know her, aite ?
She is my bestfriend ever :)
Her name is Saidatul Aziera..
We called her as Ziera..
But, kat fb name dier laen..
Her name in fb is Kim Kyura !
Just like me, Kim Eunda..
Kitorang reka name tu sempena our admired name :)
Sempena ke ?









And..
This is our picture together :)
sangat sweet gmbr ni..
suke sangat !!
tapi..
sebenarnye ade jugak rase sedih..
sebab sebelum ni sume keje or pegi memane mesti sama sama :)
But, skang after habis study..
Sume buat hal masing2..
yang continue study, yang kerja sume..
Haishhh ! Will miss the moment we all together in UNISEL..
X kire la bile bile pon :)
Sayang korang sesangat !
Hope we will be girlfriends forever and ever tau ?
Mane ah tau ley dok sit untuk couple mase tengok wayang ari tu :)
ekekek :)


p/s : jangan lupa ! nanti kate nak tengok wayang cerite Rapunzel :)

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So sad :(

Bloggie !
I'm so sad last night..
and even today also...
You know what ?
Sume kawan aku skang smbung study..
And I also want to continue my study..
I told my mom about this..
and jawapan dier sangat menyakitkan hati and menyedihkan aku..
mane tak nye..
ingat kan dier balas laen tau !
rase nye x terlintas kat pikiran aku yang mak aku akan cakap cmtu...
;(
aku pon tatau nak tulis camne...
Everytime I remember her words..
YES !
my tears falling down..
again, again and again...
Even I look at my Convocation Robe...
My tears also falling down..
Dear papa,
You know what ?
I wish that you were here right now..
I want to tell you everything about my happy time about this Convocation...
sebab mama cam x suke je akak konvo..
siap cakap time akak konvo nanti..
x masuk tengok akak amek scroll pon tape..
akak tau pa akak x pandai macam abang, angah and adik,..
tp asal kan akak da abes study n tade langsung repeat...
akak tau sebab akak smbung blaja ari tu..
duet mama abes cepat..
tu sebab mama kalau buleh tanak akak abeskan duet mama lagi...
tape la pa...
akak paham..
akak ni x pandai...
;'(

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Everything !

As usual..
I'll tell anything to my lovely bloggie ;)

Hari ni keje morning lagi..
heheh :)
better than yesterday sbb x ramai sangat customer..
but NOT REALLY !
sbb budak night and midnight x refill satu ape pon :)
Should I do this alone ?
I have so many things to do before lunch !
Even they say that they already refill it..
but I don't believe it..
Sengal !
Nampak sangat sume nye kosong..
Takan la nak harapkan aku sorang je kot !
Please guys ! think about it !
You guys jugak cakap we should have a team work..
Where the hell it is ??
AND..
one more thing..
I do the right thing even though bende tu bukan keje aku..
but its okay kan kalau kite tolong..
x salah pon !
Sibuk nak suruh aku bukak counter..
Then, how about you ?
Masuk masuk je terus refill barang..
It should be my job lah..
because my shift already end !

And btw, just want you to know !
I already check my schedule for this week..
and YES !
For Saturday and Sunday i got morning shift again :)
So cool, right ?
Thanks to Sir Aman
;D

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Love love love ♥

I love this song so muchh !
You know what ?
When I heard this song..
It makes my heart feel touched and I'm crying so muchh !
And I don't know why ?
Maybe I'm too sensitive..
And yes !
I thought I'm very sensitive ;)
But its good right ?
Sensitive is not the wrong thing !
Why should I even care ?
I'm proud of it !
That's mean I still have feeling ;D

Btw, this is the translation for the song ;)
That makes me cry :)
Enjoy !

The day seems to last forever
As if it read my heart
With passing time, will it fade?

Except for your empty space
Everything is the same
My heart must be broken
Can't seem to accept that I sent you away
All my love is now in vain

I sent you away
But my waiting has just begun
Don't leave my love
I may never see you again
You are still in my heart

Except for your empty space
Everything is the same
My heart must be broken
Can't seem to accept that I sent you away
All my love is now in vain

I sent you away
But my waiting has just begun
Don't leave my love
I may never see you again
You are still in my heart

Don't leave my love
I may never see you again
Wherever whenever
When you're tired and discouraged, come back to me
Be happy my love
Until that day, forever that day (when we can be together)

I want you to forget me
Don't hesitate
For now.

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Tade Semangat :(

- 18 Oct 2010 -

Dear bloggie,
urmm..
nape la mesti tiap2 ari aku balik keje..
msti nak kene ade bende yang buat aku tension or sedih ?
aku ade mnenyusahkan orang ke selama ni ?
aku ade buat orang marah ke ?
kenape mesti si zani tu ejek aku ?
aku ade wat salah besar ke kat die ?
aku tau aku gemuk, x lawa..
tapi jangan la ejek aku ari ari..
aku sblom ni buleh lagi sabar..
tapi kalau macam ni hari hari..
mane aku buleh tahan..
aku manusia la babe...
aku ade hati ngan perasaan..
kalau ko x suke aku keje kat situ..
cakap je la..
aku buleh berenti..
nak suh aku mampus pon buleh !!
tapi jangan la ejek aku camtu...
aku x tahan tau !

Aku skang just cite masalah aku kat blog je..
aku tanak da cite kat orang laen..
sebab nasihat nye mesti same..
aku ni kene sabar la, kuat kan semangat la..
kalau da ari2 kene ejek..
camne aku nak sabar ? camne aku nak kuatkan smangat aku ?
aku buleh je nak gaduh..
tapi aku malas..
paham paham je la zani tu kan mulut cam pundek !
mesti nak menang punye..
then, nak pulak dier kan senior...
star two la konon kan ?
prangai cam setan pon ley naek pangkat..
ntah pape je !
;(

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Luahan Hati :D

First of all,
da lame nye aku x update blog ni..
I'm so sorry my bloggie,
aku sangat sangat tade mase..
Asek kene kerja je.
masuk pukul 12 or 2 then balik pukul 12 or 1 pagi..
camne ah nak dok lelame kat sini..
sekadar online facebook sejam camtu buleh la..
then pergi mandi and tido..
just repeat what happen..
macam tade something miracle yang happen pon..
sangat boring life skang ni..
kalau buleh nak macam dulu..
24 jam muke mengadap laptop..
sampai laptop pon boring tengok muke aku ni..
ekekek ;D jangan marah haa laptop ku !
walaupon mengadap laptop 24 jam..
tapi aku happy..
x macam skang ni..
dok keje mule mule kat sane pnye la best..
da lelame rupe rupe nye cam pundek je !
ape yang aku buat sume nye x betol..
orang laen yang salah, aku yang kene marah !
tension ko tau x ?
keje da la lame, balik lambat pe sume...
kene ah happy happy kan ?
ngan team member cam sial !
aiyoo amma ;)
aku x cakap kat sume orang yang macam tu..
cume sesetengah orang .
lagi lagi budak laki name zani tu..
ko nak ejek aku apesal ?
ko tu kalau ensem cam hyungjoon ke ?
eunhyuk ke ? minnie ke ? micky ke ?
tape ah nak ejek aku !
muke pon cam babi, x siap..
ade hati nak boikot boikot aku !
poooodaaaahhh !!!
pompuan bodo je yang suke kat ko tu..
mulut cam celaka !

Semenjak keje kat kfc ni, kan ?
aku asal balik umah je tension..
aku slalu story msalah aku kat kawan baek aku je..
kat ziera, kan ziera kan ?
ko la kawan baek aku dunia akhirat...
nak cite kat family pon..
cam nak tanak je diorg dengar...
bile aku cakap nak resign x bg...
tapi aku da x tahan sangat keje kat situ..
macam macam yang berlaku...
siap ade sekali tu aku pikir cam nak mati je..
nak bunuh diri !
tapi aku tau ! bende tu dosa besar..
aku tade la baek sangat pon..
tapi aku tanak la aku ade dosa besar then mati cmtu..
x sempat nak taubat pe sume..
nnt family aku mesti ah malu..
anak mati bunuh diri kan ?
aku still ingat orang laen..
but orang laen je yang x pernah nak ingat pasal aku...
setiap kali aku cite kesah ni..
mesti orang tu akan suh aku bersabar..
sabar, sabar, sabar dan sabar lagi..
aku nak sabar cam mane lagi ??
sebab aku sabar la aku jadi tension tau !
pas aku tension aku nanges..
sebab aku da tatau nak cakap ngan sape..
aku nak gaduh buleh je..
tapi aku malas ah kan ?
aishhh ! ntah la...
aku ingat2 nnt aku banyak duet aku nak je pegi terbang ke korea..
dok sane diam diam..
jumpe baby ke ? eun ke ? micky ke ? minnie ke ?
then ajak kawen..
pas da kawen..aku nak bawak diorang balik malaysia..
nak tunjuk kan kat budak2 sume..
aku besar macam mane pon still dapat laki ensem..
lebih ensem dari si zani tu..
padahal zani tu memang x ensem langsung..
pompuan terdesak je yang kapel ngan dier..
huh!

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