Btw, I tade la bad mood or sad mood segala sangat hari ni.
But. when I read my mum's blog and she talking about going abroad.
And I read it and at the same time I listening to :
Talking To The Moon by Bruno Mars :)
I think I'm gonna cry. * da nanges da pon actually *
Okay ! Talking about going abroad tu.
It's not my mum will going abroad and leave me here alone.
Na'a ah ! It's about my sibling. You know that I have 4 siblings termasuk I, kan ?
The truth is my life is not FAIR at all !
Ye la kan ? I ade future jugak and I have a dream. A big dream pon. ;(
But why my family macam tanak bagi I capai my dream tu ?
It's not fair ! x fair langsung !
Lagi lagi my older brother. I nak sangat sambung belajar.
It's such an easy request ? But why susah sangat nak bagi ?
Bukan I mintak nak belajar like my 2nd brother tu.
Sampai Ph.D segala. I'm just asking to continue study until Degree je pon.
But. he just like :
Akak ! kalau da tanak kerja kat KFC tu. try ah carik kerja laen.Cube try STARBUCK ! x pon try mintak kt MAYBANK ke ?
No ! I tanak kerja. I nak belajar lagi.
Can you just understand ? Understand my feelings.
My feelings when I'm looking my others friend continue study.
If diorang smbung Master or what I x kesah sangat !
Sebab I x terfikir lgsung nak smbung sampai macam tu skali.
I know my limits. I takan mampu sampai ke tahap tu.
It's not fair at all kalau my sis dapat smbung degree and I'm not !
Tipu ah kalau I nak continue and you said that you don't have the money ?
But. what about my sis ?
Ade je duet, kan ? I know lah your true reason.
I know that I tak lah cerdik plus pandai or smart like uollss.
But. I'll try my best !
Jebal ! ;'(
ngah sokong kalau akak nak sambung belajar,
ReplyDeletengah rasa pa pun mesti suruh akak sambung belajar,
nanti ngah pikirkan cara terbaik,
sama ada full-time degree,
sama ada part-time degree,
atau kaedah lain, nanti ngah tengokkan.
apa nama diploma akak tu n cgpa ?
mesejkan ke ngah.